Joycee bites.

moved.

2010-04-25T17:22:00.002+08:00

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Attention!

2007-10-22T12:04:00.000+08:00

Hey buddies , babes , dudes etc :

This blog will not be used anymore and feel free to visit my new blog at http://lilsecret.wordpress.com (just click it) :)

This change is due to my boredom towards the blogspot layout and i need to feel brand new about my blog address because the joyceejoy was a bit hard to memorize and i remember by the time i put that name was because "joycee" was taken. lame!

Anyway. See you soon in here !

And bye bye blogspot.

Joyceejoy no more but it continues ... :D

Love is hard

2007-10-10T23:38:00.000+08:00

trust me this is my first ever holiday that i am not so willing to have. and the reason is i wont be seeing him for like one whole week !

Have you ever had crush on someone you are not close to ? perhaps never even talk to.

It is not superficial ok and nothing to do with going for looks only. It's that very strong feelings which drive you kinda crazy ! seriously i never had this feeling before and for this very first time , i can say it isn't something fun.

And when you actually feel so much gap between and he might not be falling for you , that is bloody sad. And you might wait for a long time just to have a glance at him and you wish you don't mind stay up late just to chat with him. You might smile when you think of him and your smiley could straight away turn to sour face when you realize that it's still a long way to go to him. When he is in away mode you don't know whether to message him and when he messages you , you can jump happily and shout omg. You might wanna see him in the college even for 1 second and when you don't get to see him , mood swings once again. For the second day to college , you still look forward to seeing him... but this and this might once again make you disappointed and end up u got nothing.

Alright guess you will understand how it feels.

Before i go korea i did hangout with the girls today , went swimming and sauna. LOLX it's fun. and we were late for class lolx. And while waiting for my sis to fetch me home , hangout time again hehe but we did nothing much , only camwhore , in cafeteria !
JJ can you smile nicely like how i did !

LOLX i look stupid here. with jason and lingsan

Y was he holding my bag ... wondering :P pervert

Guess he was meditating or something , looks like a blind yellow penguin ! haha

big fat kiss for lingsan

AND... we were depressed.

we were happpppppy.

Miss you guys. Do miss me too lolx.

Upcoming post : KOREA vacation

Movie Review.

2007-10-05T20:45:00.000+08:00

why the hell all the billboards changed to this movie poster ? ya it's new but it s*cks. i watched it on thursday with classmates , im not sure how many of them :P i did not count. this movie only frighten people with all the sound effects , damn lame and no storyline. lol. i might get whacked. some ppl said nice lah but not for me.
Introducing ... Puisan :) studying law , twinning to UTAS. pretty right.

Bryan sent me home (thanksssss:D) and faraz devia lingsan came along (thx too :D) and i actually had my first time seeing pink cigarettes ! damn it smells so damn nice , it seriously lured me haha. i wanna smoke now haha. wth.

LOOK.

For better health , whiter teeth , cleaner lungs , nicer smell and etcetera...

SAY NO TO cigarette.

or else u might become like this !

If you just NEED to smoke badly , well. dun puff in front of me im gonna die of being a second hand smoker okay !

this is just to kill time

2007-10-04T18:16:00.000+08:00

Guess you guys know well bout this website which actually tells you your celebrity look alikes ? I played this like one year ago and just feel like going to see whether i've changed my look wth. but then i found out something new here. well this is called Morph. ALL you have to do is just upload one picture of yours. portrait is preferable. then the following steps will be done for you within two minutes.

Look Look ! we are so not alike and it morphs like both of you are twins. wahaha.

And yes i did try the celebrity look alikes and i guess my look is too uncommon because i tried 3 pictures all found no matches. hahaha.

http://www.myheritage.com/collage

but i still manage to find my celebrity look alikes. and pls tell me why all japanese one ! I've tried another photo , that's worse. ALL 10 matches are japanese stars. whom some of them i dun even know which hole they come out from.

Afterall i got a result. This is blu*fing. haha. will the website sue me actually.

lol.

Oh Oh Why Am I So Cute

2007-10-03T17:44:00.001+08:00

TODAY ! i saw a pair of couple playing so happily at McD Uptown and oh my god u wouldn't wanna sit in front of them like how their friend was. It makes me bit sentimental to write this entry lah.

Why is being in love so blind and crazy. When you lose confidence in being in love will you stil have the passion to be in love ? will u will u ? Isn't it boring and tiring. Oh this sounds mad and it sounds like im gonna be alone forever. Ok. skip this.

I see many long lasting couples and i do see many many long lasting couples ended up breakup. I seriously have a little bad feeling about being coupled. Cause i think it will end up maybe with even no sound and then cry... and then sad... and then need long time to cure... yes. this is what i think love is. it's never sweet and it's never romantic.

Best experience in love :

The accurate answer for this is no. bad one have a lot. lol.

why do all the people go for looks do they know what is love. ok. i shouldn't be saying this cause the definition of love has been corrupted or misunderstood since like thousand years ago.

This entry is ended because the writer got fed up and off the pc.

Alicia's Birthday

2007-10-02T18:51:00.001+08:00

CHEERS !

This picture was taken with no skills.

Anyways... this weekend i went back to my hometown for mooncake festival celebration and my sis's birthday party ! (both were delayed obviously)

Ohh look look. she is showing off her bracelet WHILE showing shocked face. good in acting uh.
We'll never missed the chance to find this kid , his name is Pay Pay but we used to call him PP and he could answer us with such a funny phrase : MY NAME IS PAY PAY.

NO FUNNY? fine. haha.

He camwhoresss alot ~ Never know a kid can actually pose ~

Another honey is alissa. look i captured her side profile to show u so sharp is her features. Malaysia has another pretty girl wanna be.

US AGAIN ? ya ya... dont get sick of us he's just so cute. :P

SEE ! malaysia has another poser wannabe.

Eating can be so adorable too?

GRANDMA , MOMMY and AUNTIES. u might wanna guess who's my mom ! she's gorgeous.

And the cousins + some outsiders. dont spot me i looked terrible here !

It was a real good weekend i'd ever spent since i started my degree in kdu. soon will be worse. u don't wanna know why.

!

2007-09-29T15:06:00.001+08:00

a real good entry is something that you write at the time you feel it.

I HATE THE WORLD AND I HATE MYSELF

bag models.

2007-09-27T22:45:00.000+08:00

Damn. why is this so small here. Thought it was big enough.
with no caption i am gonna end this entry. i m so tired but i wanna post this

My Saturday

2007-09-22T13:45:00.001+08:00

Saturday. Rest day.

This is the last saturday i can wake up late because next week onwards we're gonna have saturday class and it's at 8 !

After doing chores , watching tv , reading magazines ... finally i m here sitting in front of the pc to transfer photos from my handphone as some people are waiting for their photos. As i was transferring i found many photos which i don't even know when were they taken.

My hp has been a public camwhore medium :P even if you are ugly your picture comes out not bad :P (talking bout myself.)

Ling san and I @ the Curve.

Nelson ... a poser.

Ju Lien & Ling San ... oh and my pair of glasses.

I wonder why i post this. eew. i look like............... im so speechless !

These jakun ppl (oh now i know what is jakun) ...

Ju Lien the sweetie.

This picture ... ok , they are supposed to take picture for us using the external view and they did count 1 , 2 , 3 ... and YES we were posing , cheesing but what the heck they were actually using internal view and capturing their own picture. eew. POSERS POSERS!

Ling San & I ... again. eating taufufa. and she didn't know about brown sugar UNTIL i told her. ipoh has no brown sugar ? -,-

Faraz & Ling San... They look very close huh , indeed they are ! like little couples sa fa chiong every single minute ! :P

US AGAIN ! Oh this was taken before we were eating taufufa.

seriously i still have many photos of them ! hahaha. ok stop here today.

au revoir.

s ometimes...

2007-09-21T20:15:00.000+08:00

emo post.

Have you ever felt like shouting as loud as possible all out of a sudden ? it sounds mad i know but when you come to feel the same , you will know how i feel now.

As time goes by , i realize that many people around you who look so good to you can sometimes make you cry. Yes , a person can never live alone forever , need people around to care for you and to love you but thez people can never put themselves after you.

Sometimes when i wake up , the moment i open my eyes , i feel the world is still the world , i am still myself but people around changed and that's the moment you feel so strange to everyone. Sometimes you just cant find meaning of living isn't it don't tell me you never feel the same.

And sometimes you can just suddenly become so down and turns moody , you are sad but you don't know why. why. why do this feeling exist.

why am i emo-ing now. ciaoz.

my leisure but not my pleasure

2007-09-20T16:13:00.001+08:00

Finished class at 4 today and , supposed to wait until 530 so i intend to spend my time doing homework but as i sit down and found no pencilcase , i just forgot to bring my pencil case today and i have to blog what to do.

During public law today i tell you im gonna fall asleep i was just fishing but not paying any attention. Pls , why am i so sleepy while i slept at 2330 yester night.

And i would like to tell you the bunch of girls beside me are making noise like they thought here is their house ohmygod ! i want so much to ask them to shut the fuck up PLS BEHAVE ! u all are girls !!! I tell you i can write a whole page complaining bout these people ! They can even practice mc-ing here oh my god.
YAY YAY ! they are keeping their stuffs !!! GO GO GO !!! i feel nausea to look at them because they are so inconsiderate ! uek.

After sitting in front of the computer for an entire day (yesterday) , i finally finished watching Heart of Greed. Don't ever think that i am those drama addicts i only watch movies which are worth watching ! I feel so good after finish all 40 episodes of it and feel so released. i don't know why but it just comforts me.

it's 4.27. Countdown for me. another 63 minutes to go back. thinking if i can spend that 63 mins just to blog. hohoh. u will not want to.

so i end it here. hehe bye! wish me happy waiting

National day Pictures

2007-09-17T20:34:00.000+08:00

Remember i said i have many awkward photos for national day celebration from my friend ? I've finally got them here :

I look terribly chubby here , i dare you to put ugly photos like mine ! put la put la !

Caption for both the above and below picture : My darling muax. both aneroxics.

Oh no... KID ! WHY R U there in the picture ?

Caption : we thought we r cool. nauseable.

Now what , teaching huh ! i dont look like a teacher le.

I purposely spend some time just to post these photos see how i sacrifice for my blog , instead of posting some nice pictures , i post... ehmmm. nvm.

i always learn to know that ugly pictures make good memories.

aGAIN i am super tired , no-life but still kinda enjoy it. this is what my mommy taught me , whatever u are doing , whether u like it or not , just try to enjoy it. Cause you chose it...

Grrr

2007-09-15T20:08:00.000+08:00

I slept at 9 yesterday night , and woke up at 9 this morning. 12 hours.

Halfway sleeping my hp rang. I was so blur that i thought was alarm.

But it was actually a phone call. from my ns friend. what the hellllllll !

It was 2 something i am sure coz i actually looked at the clock ! what the hell why other people dun have to sleep one ? called me with purpose , ok i bear. called me and asked whether i remember him ????!!!!!

I said no . I was seriously quite pissed off and i wanted to just hang up the call but then i don't know why i held on the phone for like 3 minutes long. he kept asking the same question and asked whether he disturbed.

OF COURSE LAH ! well i said ... um... i'm sleeping.

So thought he would say bye , talk another time , right. but he did not.

endup ?

i hangup the call ! and put in silent mode (with no vibration even)

yes i am not those kind of people who put the handphone beside and talk in the midnight ! so don't bother me after 12am ok.

Julien's Birthday

2007-09-14T20:34:00.000+08:00

It's julien's birthday tomorrow and we had a little surprise for her today.

Instead of buying her a cake , jj and calvin bought a bouquet of flowers (because they can't find cake shop?) hence we have no blowcake ceremony. -,-'

Anyways.

Pictures :

I know i look like a pihg here but PLS !!! i wanna post the photo of me and JU ! She looks so ser-weet here !

She even has her flower boy to carry the flowers for her ! How cool !

Ling San and ju lien.

So happy birthday Julien :)

***

Jail-visitting picture :

Nothing related to jail , just that i wore formal :P

Crime doesn't pay

2007-09-14T16:10:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry about my blog being so dead.

It's all thank to my condo broadband where the topup system is down ! so we can't top up ! Do something about it ! asso

I seriously have plenty of things to blog about , many pictures to post but i can't. :/ Irritating.

my class had visitted jail couple of days ago , and yes , the biggest jail in asia (if im not mistaken?) and yes, there's nothing to be proud of !

Don't ask me anything bout the cells cause we were not allowed to enter i guess they worried if the inmates attack us or something (so called maximum security) ! we only visitted certain places like where the visitors wait for their turn to see the prisoners n the place where they meet.It's exactly like what we see on tv , (u noe those hongkong drama series) the prisoner and the visitor were gapped by a glass window with bars (purpose is to avoid the visitors giving the prisoners drugs or something) !

Yeah , drew it for you. if u can picture it :P

This whole process to visit the prisoners is damn strict and certain things visitors r not allowed to bring in , such as weapons , handphones , cameras , and money.

what's with the money ? i can't think of the reason why money is not allowed. tell me.

And that's why no pictures i m gonna post ! but you dun wanna see it. looks pathetic. DON'T EVER COMMIT ANY CRIME ! even stealing an egg , don't ok ?

Im thinking ... if everyone is allowed to visit the jail , guess no one will actually commit crime. isn't it true ?

I did see some prisoners n i felt scared whatahell.

I know ! i know entry without pictures is boring so im gonne stop here. Guess it takes another one or two days for my internet to live again.

Happy 50th

2007-09-04T19:58:00.000+08:00

It has been a trend for people to countdown for national day like they love their country so much so i've been to Ikano for the countdown (I thought celebrations can only be held in dataran merdeka but actually...everywhere!)

After bumping into 2 hours traffic jam we were finally there. Fish Leong and some Malaysia singers were there for this celebration ~

The best moment ever was still the fireworks. It was great and beautiful , shimmering and shining on us. Who will u think of at this moment ?
Hmm the one you think of at this moment must be an important one for u , i guess. ( damn the fireworks were so nice til i made my plan to have 9 minutes fireworks display at my wedding night. wth i plan like it's gonna happen next month! )
Can you see this , this is a shape of hibiscus our nation flower. The color resembles too.
And this is just too attractive for me to capture capture and capture
Right after the countdown , the stage still moved on with some fire performance but we got ourselves off the crowd and went to ikea , not for buying any furniture of course , just to get some cool air. We can so hardly meet so never missed the chance to camwhore :

Don't , don't ask me what was she doing ! Perhaps she was thinking : "HUERR! show u my true color !" whatever.

There were a lot of photos taken , i'll post once we get them from Rach. Cause i actually see her online once a month no jokes.

Happy 50th Independence.

Malaysia is older than me. -,-

My lifestyle

2007-09-04T16:04:00.000+08:00

My computer is being damn emotional to me and even don't let me to use it. wth. I am not sure what's going on with my desktop but i guess it's something to do with my broadband hence i can't online at home.

No uploads of pictures no msn ! How to blog !?

I have not blog bout my national day yet.

Nvm , let me brief bout my uni life. It's freaking tiring and everyday 8-5 it's longer than working people. Anyways i am still ok with it. Bearable cause there are breaks in between.

But the thing is NO LIFE. Arrive home bout 6 , after snoozing and bathing , it's time to sleep again ! WAHAHA no lah i don't take nap cause if i do i wont be able to sleep at night what the hell right. So the only thing i can do as im home is watching tv then bathing then read for a while (erm cleo la) cause september's cleo is freaking thick i spend bout 3 days to read everything. One day passes like this... NO LIFE right no outing no shopping no no... life is all about studying !

bear with me i know i love to complain.

But i forgot to say what time i wake up every morning , 5.50am !

EVERY MORNING you know how tiring because i have to leave early to beat the jam irritating @#$%^&* !

And today onwards im coming to coll with my sis and i have to wait until 530 when is the time she finishes working only i can go back !
I've planned to sleep in the library ! :P but i dont think i can fall asleep when many ppl looking.

Can only study lor. good lah for me to improve my english.

Made in Australia - PART II

2007-08-29T17:56:00.000+08:00

Finally the things posted from Australia by sea arrived after waiting bout a month. Can't wait but to unseal it ! It heaped up in a mess !

It's fun to try out the clothes but it's NOT fun to keep the clothes n fold it one by one...

into this size then stuff it into the boxes. Even dishaping it ! But tell you it's not a bad way to keep clothes like this cause it saves up spaces !

I'm pretty lazy to capture every single one but here i grabbed two n these r some of my likes. :)

AND boots. wearing boots in australia is like seeing malays in malaysia , and ppl wont bother. Imagine if i wear this to college , SHH ! let me tell you what will happen. Firstly everyone will look at the boots and start pointing at me and tap the friends and ask them to look at me then start talking bad bout me such as " see that girl , sai mm sai oh wear boots to college , come to show merrrrr "

What i predict is true ! So let's save this boots for genting tour. That will be fine.

And bags but i like this the most cause it's so suitable to be my schoolbag. The camera loves the bag cause i simply just wanted to camwhore but didn't know the bag was taken up a larger space than my face in it.

After going thru a whole busy day i can still blog salute myself.

sleepy sleepie.

Retarded Mouse In KDU

2007-08-27T13:53:00.000+08:00

Guess this,i am blogging in my school , 2 hours break is too long ! but too short for me to go out so this might be a meaningless entry but still , don't go. Tonight , (or mayb tmr) i will have better n more interesting entry ok !

I am so frustrated by this hecka slow mouse , not slow sorry , it's retarded ! It won't listen to you (all mouses don't) ok i should say it wont move even if u move the mouse from let's say 2 metres. Hell !

Actually i'd prefer sleeping now but just can't find a right place. No , not library ok i want the sample hotel room in here ! IF only i can get the key n sneak into it ! yawn !

Oh for your info we have this 2 hours break for another 1 hour class ! WTH u might think (u might not too) but i can tell u ALL colleges n universities give sucky and inconsiderate timetable. Urs too right ! see !

STUPID MOUSE ! YIERH.
k yah i ll see u

Family Dinner + Law Careers Convention

2007-08-25T21:43:00.000+08:00

This picture quality is , really bad but still being posted up because this is my first time ever seeing a half-rounded rainbow. Im serious about it ! It's not clear but please see twice n u can see the half-rounded rainbow.

___

So as very good daughters , we 3 bought my dad a handphone , erm out of no reason. Mooncake festival gift + a late father's day gift , i suppose. Ok , actually we 3 wasted my dad so much money last week so this week when he came again , we had this little surprise for my dear daddy. (use his money to present him =.=) hehe.

I myself love this h/p ok so happily taking its photos haha. Bear...Bear...with me.

LOVE my dad

So on friday night we had our family dinner at somewhere i forgot the name. The food was... ok , be honest , super salty ! they put salt as if it's free. It can cause high blood pressure. I am no more a science student but i was ! and i know this is a very general knowledge that everyone is supposed to know. ! FINE.

Oh that was a chinese restaurant , i suppose chinese don't use much salt ! only malays do , isn't it ?

While waiting for the arrival of my precious parents , tell me ! tell me what to do in a restaurant ? don't ask me to play with the folks spoons pls ! ridiculous.

So so... without caring bout others we started camwhoring ... yes someone did look at us one kind , but so what ! WUaHAHAHA *damn evil*

I did not really tidy up myself so , hmm.. my hair was a mess. N y do i have kompressor eyes huh ? swt.

We had shopping after dinner. and This was yesterday night.

This morning , i've been to the law careers convention 2007 in University of Malaya. UM. Hate to find routes sometimes , once u go a bit over the diversion or the turns , u have to ... go a LONG way to find a U-turn back. I guess you know what happened today !

UM ! but finally i got that place and there were many law firms with cute lawyers (LOL this is not the purpose i go there ok !) No lah the lawyers were quite friendly and NOT ARROGANT at all. (the way i used to think bout the lawyers , im wrong im wrong.)

I'm glad i was there anyway , got to know lots of famous law firms & the future of law.

I don't know whether i can perform good in this area of studies but i want to.

tanQ tanQ

Please don't admire your lecturer

2007-08-22T17:06:00.000+08:00

I've finally got the free time to blog after days. Can't imagine life's this hectic even in this very first week of official studies. Law is interesting :D

Or else i will be dying have more than 4 hours class a day.

However it's tough too :P

Back to yesterday , after so long we finally come back again , the RACHELLE&JOYCE. We never had other better things than cheong k sometimes.

So so we went to pyramid red box , dun expect our picture to be nice with no light there ok. But but , this picture is precious cause our next picture might only be , say half a year later ? Guess so. busy women what to do.

So pls say it's nice even if it's not. thank you.

And after so long we met again , we did not stop talking bla ! *gulp,so thirsty*

Sometimes life is funny , when u get to see the person everyday u wont even care bout who she/he is but when u don't , u miss. This is crappy. Whatsoever.

And yes i've finally seen my criminal law lecturer , y am i so eager to see him?

Ok it's because a friend of mine in KDU told me MR LEE is really pleasant looking,SERIOUS ? and the first day i got my time table , i was seeing whether his name was there ! and YAY ! there was. :P

He's my lecturer !!!

So are you interested to know whether he is ... ?

WEIRDO y is his picture here ? Seriously Mr lee's smile looks like his one ! TRUST ME OK I AIN'T KIDDING !
Others did say yes :P
So imagine , someone who has smile like this will surely look good too ! (even though im not a fancy of Mike He) But Mr Lee, I do I do !!! Wahaha.

Sorry , kidding. (hope mr lee will never read my blog)

Mr lee has got first class for his CLB n with only one seating pls! brilliant. *staring + admiring*
LOL please don't get anymore frustrated , he has his own firm ! *admire x2*

His English slang is beautiful *ADMIRE X3*

WHATELSE that's very much more than enough , career is everything :P

I think i will get bad result for criminal law coz i can just stare at him all day long wahaha. PLS IM NOT THAT DESPERATE. hehe.

So will continue soonie.

p/s : happy holiday,Hallie Darlie.
And Happy ghost month , all

LOVE YOU DADDYMOMMY

2007-08-19T17:29:00.000+08:00

This weekend was my family day and yes i feel so good and energized to have my parents here with us :D

I seriously enjoy every single second spent with the family heh !

At the same time i feel bad to spend their money so much but still thanks daddy for the watch ! Muakcs.

I seriously think that my parents are the best in the world ! Not just because they buy me things , for sure.

Sometimes i feel real sad to live apart from home but still for our education n future undertakings , my parents pay so much for us to live far away n do the studies. Give us all we want is what they used to do.

Yes you might think "which parents r not like that ?"

TELL YOU ! i have seen SO MANY SO MANY parents being selfish,spend on themselves but thrifty on the children. Many of them want companions so never let their children to go away from home and they buy whatever they like , save nothing for the children in the future ! Expect money from the children and all !

And so many of my friends dislike their family and they want so much to live outside , lie for everything they could , raise their voice and hang up the parents' call blah ... all this leads me to feeling glad about my family. No offense of course.

I wish one day i could repay them... something which they never expect from us...

Bytheway i love my titus watch !

muaxmuaxmuaxmuaxmuaxmuaxmuaxmuaxmuaxmuaxmuax

LOVE MY DAD N MOM

Interview & College day

2007-08-16T20:45:00.000+08:00

Today is my VERY first day of law studies. Basically the lecturers hav not started teaching yet but doing some introduction & briefings about the subject.

For 8am class,5.45am i had to be awake already thought i don't want to :(

After bout an hour arrived Julien's house n that time the sky was still dark ok. Right until i could see some light,i managed to capture the super early sky. I think most probably the moon is still half way setting. :P

HOW E..A..R..L..Y.. !

AND YES,there r 3 hours break today , comon ask me how did i spend it !

Lunch , Library. i didnt go 1u or the curve or any other places. JUST stay in library y am i so hardworking.

WHILE some people dumped us n went dating. tsk tsk. ( not julien ok )

Before i could end the entry today , i shall not forget to tell u something bout yesterday. Yesterday was games day(part of the orientation) but i did not go & YEAH YAY ! can finally woke up late. (11+) n as usual accompany my sis to her interview in wisma UOA n at the same time i also interview for position usherer in a roadshow coming soon. But i've withdrawn myself because the working hours r from 6.30-6.30. am to pm lah -,-"

N we were too desperate to go for japanese buffet after long starving. Intended to have it in saisaki but endedup in shogun 1u. I was so full n please dont let me to see sushi for another 3 months ;p

SCARY africans!
I was in the waiting for lift with my sister n as the lift door opened,i got so shocked to see 3 blackies inside,oh y m so shocked to see them sound so stupid. they r so drunk n the smell of beer yikes. There were 1 man n 2 women n one of the woman approached me n asked for my name n all.

she said : hi joyce,you r pretty,i will get you for my brother.

She took out her phone n gave it to me , "save your number in,i will call u i wanna get you for my brother."
"WHAT ?" (with smiles) i then took the phone n i didnt know what to save for her. seriously i was thinking whether she was crazy. what get me for her brother ? Go away drunklady.

But pls , she said : give the right number i will call u later.
WHAT NOW ? I dared not to give a wrong number what if she cant call n come n whack me :(

BUT WAT'S WRONG WITH YOU !

-=Camwhore=-

2007-08-14T21:54:00.000+08:00

MISS HALLIE claimed that i have not updating my blog for so long , it's not even a week darling.

Anyways

My new sofa is now here ! :D Feels comfortable :)

Today only i snooze on it for like few hours. hehe , super crazy.

I then took out my handphone , wanted to capture the photo of my new sofa but ended up camwhore ! Afterall when i was about to transfer it to desktop damn i had not taken any photo of my sofa ~ swtness.

CAMWHORE PICTURES -=

DAMN I look so stupid with the cushion.

I've got my time table and it's super hectic. *DIZZY* O.o~

almost 8-4 everyday despite in between break.

KDU TOUR

2007-08-13T16:36:00.000+08:00

I've officially started my life in KDU and the orientation kicks off today.

Seriously the orientation wasn't too boring as what i thought guess the host has the sense of humor to keep us awake.

I am super tired , to wake up at 6.15am , went thru the JAM (malaysia lah what to do) and arrived college , waited for Mr Jimmy (my counsellor) and registered , paid , and listened to speeches given by all the unknowns then had KDU-tour.

Afterall , it's lunch & games time. Erm ... i am not a bad student but we 4 skipped this part (me , julien , ash , kelvin) lah cause hor , we don't play games :P

I remember i didn't go for inti orientation last time. inti is just too small for us to have tour.

I kind of like KDU because there is a nice cafeteria , well-partitioned , smart card access , 80% wireless internet coverage , and it has the "campus zone" thingy(HOTLINK) !
So you can really keeeeep sms-ing your friends in KDU with 1 cent each sms. (only when u are in KDU also lah k)

Compared to INTI , KDU is ... good enough. HAHA

Interview day

2007-08-11T17:23:00.000+08:00

INTERVIEW DAY @ Jln. Raja Chulan & Jln. Bukit Bintang

A real tiring day being a companion to my sis to two interviews in kl town.

The first interview is at 10.30 and we came out at 8.30 but we only arrived at 11.00 because it's freaking hard-to-find. Your hair would messed up searching for this place and people around all don't know that tall building is actually called menara yayasan tun razak.

It's far far away. -,-"

then after the interview we had to really reward ourselves because we were starving like hell just to find the route.

heh heh , not bad we found secret recipe at the weld.

Due to our over-starvation , we ordered overly.

the tomyam kung

The Carrot slice

The ugly brownies

And it was so crowded till they took so long time to serve our food !
Camwhore with starve.

You see lah you see lah , if i live without dieting , how will i look like ?

***

You don't understand my tiredness , can't even smile !
and my hand phone camera's resolution is so low and pictures all r so ugly.

So after our super lunch , time for another interview.

And this time as we entered the office , two white people greeted us and they mis-thought i was going for interview too and just like this , i was interviewed too. I didn't deny also lah since they were too enthusiastic to see me :P

So afterall , they were looking for those who are passionate and want a business opportunity. This is sort of retail company lah , HERBALIFE , heard ?

I bet you heard !

DAVID Beckham is this product's spokesman.

And Mr Shai ( the american ) called few of his friends to tell us how they earn money through this and how they enjoy using the products.

Yes seriously it was interesting and attractive.

But you need to pay like 300 something to be a licensed-seller.

this includes training and license and some products.

So will you actually pay for something before you get benefits from it ?

Somemore i can't selll things (but they said , what they want is not a promoter , somemore we don't have to go a certain office to work , it's very flexible , how many hours u wanna work ? where u wanna work ? the way u wanna work ... it's all depends on u !)

FREEDOM , u'll have it all !

Under consideration :P

(HERBALIFE you know !)

ok if one day u see me being very passionate in selling this tht means ... :)

The road not taken

2007-08-11T17:02:00.000+08:00

I bet you all read the road not taken before right ?

DON'T BLUFF if you say no.

I am facing roughly the same thing now. It concerns about my future.

some says : what future , leave it alone lah just do whatever it's fun

some says : better think properly , it's all about your life.

Seriously i am sort of the second thought person.

So before i start my law course , i have to really think it over and over again.

Option one : 2+1 (UK)

Option two : 2+1 (Tasmania,Australia)

Option three : 3+0 (KDU,Malaysia)

My dad : it's better for you to go oversea.

My mom : take twinning , one year oversea will be better.

My eldest sis : You can go australia and i have friends there to help u settling down

My sis : you can do it locally too as long as you do it good.

My brother : ( well basically my brother will have no idea )

Conclusion is on my hand , and it is : ???

Because we need to decide right now , whether to do twinning , or not.

Well i prefer twinning is because , for twinning programme , it's not 100% based on examinations (exactly like a levels , i hate exams)

For local 3 years , it is 100% based on examinations !!!

I feel nausea once i think of that. uek.

Another reason i don't want to twin is because i don't want to leave my home. but the thing is maybe after 2 years im no more a home sticker who knows ?

I know it's a really good opportunity and i wouldnt wanna miss it sigh.

why am i so undecided ? why are there so many options !?

back to INTI

2007-08-09T22:37:00.000+08:00

So how are you guys.

if you wonder why i post a photo which is NOT related to my entire post , the reason is to make my post a bit colourful instead of a whole long story.

This photo is editted using photoshop u know and i learned so hard to do this little thing , appreciate ok and now my photoshop trial version has expired , no more good creation dy loh. ngek,ngek.

Why is today a day to blog ?

Reason #1 BECAUSE I FEEL I'VE NOT BEEN BLOGGING FOR DAYS

Reason #2 SO WHEN PEOPLE COME TO MY PAGE TO SEE ANY UPDATES BUT STILL SEEING THE SAME THING , BORING THEN

Reason #3 I HAVE LEISURE TIME

Reason #4 I AM A BIT BORED NOW

Reason #5 USED TO BLOG AT SILENT NIGHT

But i cant have things to blog. Damn i am writing nonsense. Next post i post something interesting ok . :D

Workday

2007-08-05T22:20:00.000+08:00

SUPER EXHAUSTED !

I actually had my fourth job in my life today , this time is being a DIGI SIMPACK PROMOTER ! To be frank i hate being a promoter because I can't persuade people well to buy . Same thing happened today wahaha. I sold 2 simpacks ! TWO OKAY it's not easy at all okay you won't know lah standing 5 hours half-roofed and crowd surrounded you and all around you are blackies and you can never understand their language and ended up u will just think that nvm nvm , fed up.

I feel super funny sometimes because they are very strange to me and spoke in such a funny language , not malay not english , not japanese , not even indon but some ... imagine it. NO OFFENSE ah i am just being honest.

And i am a very loyal hotlink holder but promoting for digi damn fan guat but nvm lah coz the pay is 110 per day for 5 hours. Clear enough.

But it made me really exhausted cause it's tiring and hot and boring lol. Damnmanycomplaints. But true.

And I have to wear the digi shirt , FUYOH !?

3 of us (sisters n I) even went to furniture mall and tmn megah pasar malam. All of us were , yes wearing the same blue fuyoh T ! See we are advertising for digi so much so much. I am a very trustworthy worker. SO , COME HIRE ME HIRE ME !

I EVEN POSE WITH THE FUYOH !

AND THIS IS ME WEARING DIGI yellow T with ONE LOW FLAT RATE.

emo before going to work.

NAHH... now u know how worth hiring me !

DAMN I can't praise myself any much more , hire lah.

I am super happy also because we bought the new sofa for our living room ! New face coming out soon.

TIRED !!! and my legs are paining.

Timeeee to sleep :)

Made in Aus - PART I

2007-08-01T00:47:00.001+08:00

AND NOW ...

She's right here in Malaysia.

Being back here for sure i was gonna spend time for her and the family the that's the cause I ve not been updating my blog.

Anyways

Let's see what's back with her !

Captions for this pic : see the left bracelet , we sisters have one each.

What I am currently reading , It's called a breakup because it's broken.

THAT's ALL ?

Don't worry those are small part of the souvenirs :P

i am a lil lazy to capture one thing by one thing and wait for the transfers.

ANNNYYWAAY

I am extremely sleepy now.

I shall post another entry with the same title some other free time.

~YAWN ~

Photo Album

2007-07-27T22:53:00.000+08:00

YAYY YEAHOO !

I bet you know why am I cheering 3-8-ly hor ?

GUESS ?

Sisters are arriving 13 hours later.

YES , it will only less than 13 hours , at most 13 hours.

LOL.

You know i take more than 12 hours to sleep so after one good night sleep i will see them , especially my eldest sis , have not been seeing her for like half a year.

But hor this night will be long , i don't know why when there is something on the next day , the night before it I will have serious insomnia.

You facing the same problem ?

GUESS WE NEED A PSYCHOLOGIST.

Before I change my blog layout you guys pls take more look at this layout design ok cause i did waste time on this layout though it's fugly. I don't know which part had gone wrong this whole page gave me one sort of sad feeling !

So long I never post my photos so i make this entry my photo album swt"

brother and I , just grab him to camwhore when he was beside

and so obviously he wasn't care and continue playing with his phone !Pan-seductive , very irritating lah i know :P

AND This is absolutely my pan-cute pic.

Cause i want to camwhore with the flower mar so endup lidat lo

Juicy or not juicy or not?

NOT ?

If not then the lipgloss's fault loh. This is some random camwhore picture , need no captions.
NO MORE LAH you thought i so narcissistic meh.

But do you realise , i make one thing successfully , all my pictures look like someone is snapping me rather than I holding the camera and pose.

right right?

OTHER THAN THAT

My two good friends (they are couple) had broken up.

I FEEL DAMN SAD FOR THEM YOU KNOW cause they had planned to get married and i suggested to be their ji mui and now... SIGH

Well I wish they can couple back *_*

since when blog is somewhere people make their wishes ?

C U !

ASTRO SUCKS

2007-07-25T16:38:00.001+08:00

Hello hello why do i feel that i have not been blogging for weeks ?

Simply because days are the same , wake up , tv , piano , tv , online , eat , tv , eat , tv , sleep ...

It's pretty boring.

And since tv is so important in my life now lol , i've called Astro to subscribe AOD channel (Astro On Demand)

So for those who don't know what the heck is this , well this is a channel playing TVB dramas at the same time as Hong Kong.

But of course to subscribe it you have to pay , well for best advice , you better not to subscribe it , because it is much cheaper for you to download online though there are 60 episodes lah.

Cause to subscribe this you got to pay rm1.49 for one episode. It's pretty expensive.

K la go back to my story. I called to subscribe and the operator said I can watch after one hour.

I wait and wait and wait.. almost one day already and i still cannot watch.

I called again , to ask for help of course.

The operator asked me to many steps like go to menu and satellite signal then go to channel 931 and this and that alot lah i hold on the phone almost half an hour !

K then you thought i can watch after this damn long call huh ?

NO!

I still couldn't watch and called again loh , same thing happened , the operator asked me to do this and that so many f*cking steps that I hold on the phone for another half an hour~

END UP ?

Can watch dy ?

NO !!!

again NO~

Called again lah since problem has to be resolved sooner or later.

The operator , of course asking me to do the same , the exactly same thing lo what else you thought they can do for you ?

GRrrrrrr!

Ok loh i follow only loh impossible i said i dunwan to do the same useless things ?

So for this time , this fella said there is some technical problem and he promised to call me back after that and he had taken my phone number , wait for like one day , his promise gone with the winds.

I called again , ok for the fourth time i call , if i still couldn't find out the problem i am the idiot lah then !

And let's guess what's the damn problem !

FYI , there are two accounts under my dad's name.

One is the one i am using , and the one i want to subscribe for lah and another one is in another house !

So what happened is that operator subscribe that channel into another account for me ! what the.... ?

hey u think my fault meh? he should be asking me which account i want to subscribe the channel AOD to right ?
RIGHT ?

Right lah ! so i asked her to change it back to what i want lah.

she said , " a moment pls for me to check for you "

what else she wanted to check ? just change lahhhhhhhhh !

so for this "one moment" , i remind myself to ask her to ensure that perhaps no double charges.

I just only wanted to open my mouth ,

she said " sorry the channel has been attached to that account so it has been charged so what can you do is exchange the smartcard "

wtf ? now your fault but asking me to do something i couldnt make it ?

I said " no ! another smartcard is not in this same house , it's in another house in different state so how am i supposed to exchange the card ? summore the channels taken are different in both smartcards !!! "

I did not raise my voice , just said it in a lil angry voice :P cannot meh it was their fault.

So she said " let me check with my supervisor and i will call you back in a moment "

a moment again ah ? end up she wont call me also lahhhhh i knew it ! coz i have been waiting for like 3 hours.

MALAYSIANS LAH you see lah ! hopeless

tak boleh diharapkan ah understand.

My fire is up to my brain already !

Sorry Xmillions

2007-07-23T19:38:00.000+08:00

I did a very wrong thing ...

I had no idea why couldn't I control my bad temper. I had no intention in doing such thing at all.

I got mad at my mommy this afternoon with a bad reason.

I don't know why and I just gone moody and angry !

My mommy was busy with her works and got to stop everything just because my face turned sour.

I am so so so so so so sorry mommy.

SORRY , MOMMY ~

I know there is no point saying even millions of sorries and I know she will not angry at me but just I blame myself real much and feel like slapping myself ! what do you know bout my feeling , everytime , YES every single time when I got mad at my mommy I would surely feel thousands of sorry ! But sometimes I just couldn't control my temper...

I don't know how to apologize to her and i know she will not read my blog but I just have so many sorries to tell her.

Sorry mommy.

I shouldn't get mad at you and show you sour face. That was mean.

I know. :(

She is graduated.

2007-07-22T12:01:00.000+08:00

Congratulations

2007-07-20T01:24:00.000+08:00

This entry is posted for my sis !

But if you wanna read also can haha swt"

First private conversation to be publicize wth. -.-"

CONGRATULATIONS !

You are now graduated.

Feels proud and never feel shame to say that you are great !!! and YES it is splendid !

You made to be the top 10% top scorer.

A real reward giving you now

a BIG FAT KISS !

MUACXX

Virus and Yoga

2007-07-15T21:45:00.000+08:00

I am damn sick of viruses on my desktop and auto send to all my msn online friends and then all of them started messaging me asking me what the hell is that ?

Once I said : "it might be virus , dun accept anything , just ignore. Sorry"
You know what he replied me ?
" VERY GOOD AH YOU ! SEND VIRUS TO ME !? "
wth do you know ? I cant even find out which sucker sent that to me and I am a noob in operating computer , yes ! even to scan my computer or to have antivirus , I used to think that is redundant.

So what my cousin taught me to do is uninstall MSN live messenger and reinstall again !
I did and hooray the automsg gone and no more virus lah I thought who knows , it comes again !

HOW DO I KNOW ?

My friend sent me a message and asked me whether it's virus , wth ! I SAID YES, DUN ACCEPT !
ok now guess his reaction and replies !

" LUCKY "

hello am I lucky ?

He meant he is lucky because he did not accept.

I am so unlucky !

Ok stop that story.

There's a joke for you now.
I went to yoga class today and we used a ball to smoothen out movements lah and when the teacher asked us to lie on the ball , slowly ... oh my god everybody began falling from the ball i tell you that scene was so funnnny even those fallers were laughing lol !!!

And another joke is that ...
you know we did yoga poses according to what the teacher said mar so today when she said , curl you legs ... relax ... and curl your eyes !
whhhhat ? c..u..r...l my eyes ?
how to , teach me how to lah ! damn i almost gonna phew and luckily I behaved stably wahaha , be lady like.

And i think she said close your eyes , I mis heard. :P

Newbaby-visitting and housewarming

2007-07-15T11:57:00.000+08:00

What have I done for my weekends !
It's my 2 yi's housewarming :D

And here ends my slimming plan swt" ?

NAHH I ate only a lil bit more than my usual portion.

AND I found a cute baby boy in there !

CHECK IT OUT !

CUTE or not CUTE or not ?

Well he is not just simply a stranger in the housewarming lah ok he is my cousin's son.

Weirdo his parents are just normal but he is really kinda outstanding among the kids.

Big eyes , pointy nose , small mouth and even with dimple !

And extra point is that he is damn fair , this takes the mom's gene lah.

The one in purple shirt is her mother my cousin feeding her daughter his sister..

See he wanted to pose to me ok not I force him to pose one !

He somemore asked me to take pictures for three of them so enthusiastic !

While her mom was standing behind teaching him how to pose !
STAR wannabe :P

So that's all I snapped in the housewarming lah since everybody was busy karaok-ing , eating , running here and there , playing , and all sort of activities were carried out there !
And I was playing with the kids , this is used to be my role dunno why am I so loved by the kids.

So let's go back to the time before attending the housewarming !
I went to my godmama's house to see her grandson.
I tell you what he is damn tiny the length is like from my elbow to my fingers.
So soft and it's like your loud voice can break his bones like that.
And my godmama said I am so good in carrying him !
See I told you I have high talents and potential to be a mommy ngek ngek ngek.
You know when a baby is borned , the relatives around will begin to stare at the baby and see who the baby looks more like.
And they said this baby looks like the father and all , hello he is just 10-day old how to judge like that ?
His eyes were closing all the time lah he only opened once in about 1 hour so it's hard to see !
But his nose is quite pointy , hoh ?

She will be remembered ...

2007-07-11T13:57:00.000+08:00

One disadvantage of doing yoga is you will suffer from back pain waist pain butt pain legs pain , all sort of pain lah.
And this is why I skipped my yoga class yesterday -.-

Since i am goyang-ing kaki at home as what my friend said , i read newspaper everyday , read as in i will go through every single word and page of the paper (damn why am i so studious) !

Ok even if you are not as studious as me , I guess you know the news about the little girl huh ?

Or maybe you are too busy to go out and buy a paper of the day but I guess you still know about this news because ...

ALMOST all malaysia papers' headline is about this little girl u know.

Ok lah since you dunno anything , let me tell u briefly then you will decide to buy newspaper or not next time.

Previously this little girl ( ok lah her name is yinyin lah just incase I make u confused) , yinyin was announced missing !

Many people do concern bout this news so much because she is only a little girl who never even get to see the world outside yet.

So when this girl was missing , many people around did go around look for her just in case she sesat jalan or somethg.

Fyi , this girl's parents had divorced and her mother got a new boy friend already. As soon as yinyin was borned , she was bred by her grandparents and stayed with them right until her mom wanted to bring her back to stay with her and the boyfriend.

Since then yinyin was missing.

UNTIL yesterday , yinyin was found dead !

wtf she didnt even have a full corpse because she was burnt , left only bones. ><~

And the killer was the step father (the mother's boy friend lah !) and the mother being the adjunct wtf can I say about this ?

I mean , u sampai hati to kill a little girl like that ?

I don't know why am I so sad and angry at the meantime as I never felt this before to other news !

Please use your eyes and see how cute and adorable is yinyin !

don't you feel like crying if you have a daughter like her and she was killed.

I don't know why I kept staring at this photo and feeling sad.

Her mother summore directed and acted all by herself to spread yinyin's pictures around in order to seek her back but her real purpose is to cover her boyfriend's crime !

They are not human they are not even devils , worse !

The grandparents were sad crying , how could they accept this right ?

The grandmother said she dreamt of yinyin last few weeks that yinyin was in pyjamas and with messy hairs , quiet.

Damn I feel like crying also !

Just because she is yinyin's mother and she could do that ?

Yinyin is so young so young and so pretty looking.

DAMN I will end here.

If you don't love your child , give it to other people dont kill them ok !

CRIME does not pay and wash your butt to go mao in the jail lah cruel mother's boyfriend !!! UEK !

AND I HATE YOU !

hair ... HAIR ... hAIr...

2007-07-06T22:40:00.000+08:00

I guess those who know me has been really bored with my hairstyle (even myself too) , or even those who don't know me and everytime after trimming in saloon , only me myself who feels the difference and others would be like "oh u cut dy ar ? same only wor" and then walked away wth.

And i did try to have something different but I would just keep reminding the hair stylist not to cut too short and all and ended up the same look.

I don't know why I can really cry when the result is horrible u know. And once I asked the hairstylist to cut Victoria's hairstyle for me and she asked me "u sampai hati or not"

Damn ended up again I just trim a bit and that time was a bad experience because they cut me short fringes and that was the first time cut in A' cut above and i swear I will never go there again.

But u know my love towards this hairstyle will never go away !

And now I feel like highlighting my hair with pink colour.

Yea , this is not really the exact pink colour I want (lighter maybe) so please don't imagine that my whole hair is highlighted with these pink strands. It would be like ah lian eee. I only want two strands. two or three la ok.

I found this online and it wasn't bad but just it's not what I want my hair to be. It would look alil bit too messy , for me.

And it's red.

Once I'd been to a saloon in south city plaza and I said I wanna highlight my hair but I have no idea what colour to highlight then I asked the senior stylist to decide for me and without even asking what colour he was gonna highlight for me I sat quietly and read magazines.

Oh I just reminded him not to make me look lala.

As my hair was washed and the obvious highlights shone like stars in the sky *eyes rolling*
My first reaction was wat the hell is that ?
RED COLOUR u know ! I wasn't really like the highlights at first cause when I entered NS i found out I am the only one with such highlights and people will call me as "nehh , that one with red hair one"
I did feel I look like lala mui but when I began to love that , the colour fades to light pink and some blondes. YERh.

For those who never dye their hair and plan to have red colour , please think twice because it did make my hair worse and rough like sands.

BUT STILL , don't dye your hair la for health purpose. Cause the hairdye stuffs cause cancer !

I know this means nothing to those girls who yiu leng mm yiu meng right ! think twice think thrice !

Okay okay gets enough with whole page of hair thingies.

So i will post a photo of me having two/three strands of pink hair soon ok. See u ciao

MMMmmmmhhhhHHH heck !

2007-07-05T23:15:00.000+08:00

I am currently addicted to Angel Lovers , a movie title fyi.

Most probably because of the protagonist is pretty lol.

Cause I really hardly like movies made in Taiwan.

And I've been listening to the theme songs over and over again for umpteen times.

Feels so touched every single second I hear this song.

It's 183 Club's 发现真爱 just in case the chinese words written could be shown.

For this moment all other songs stored in my computer has gone in coma and only this song is playing...

I can just sing this song and slowly falls asleep and I sing again as I wake up. Yes , to this extent u know !

I don't want to get bored of this song. Cause I used to listen over and over again to a song that I love but slowly I would get very bored of that.

When u are listening to your favourite song I m sure you will play it aloud right, and you know my bro passed by and shouted " VERY NOISY YOU KNOW! " Darnn. and the thing is he never know how irritating is the noises of gun shooting in gunbound.

Another story is we (me and my family) has decided to travel oversea on this coming malay new year and we all agreed with SHANGHAI or TAIWAN. But then my dad's friend suggested KOREA just because her wife had been to SHANGHAI.

And heard there will be typhoon in TAIWAN...

HMPH darn and i will try hard to persuade my dad to go separately with his friend cause u know I really long for this day to go SHANGHAI.
I even find the litenary online and downloaded it down , just that I havent print it out to show my mommy.
Sounds a lil bit too desperate right.

So when boredom again attacks , you will think of any single thing to do , other than doing something boring like watching tv online playing piano and etc... what else to do ?

Snapppppppppshotsssssssssss.

stupid

2007-07-03T22:47:00.000+08:00

STUPID!

This entry is all about stupidity. I'm stupid and Malaysians are stupid. I am saying this with no offense. Part of the Malaysians is what I mean.

I was too free and had nothing better to do than switching the channel over and over again.

And so happened I switched to channel 30 , Wah Lai Toi and the show played was "just for fun" ( well something like that lah the title ) and the show is all about giving out cash money to those who guessed the questions right.

And I was very damn pissed with those people who called in successfully but guessed it wrong !

Damn I knew the answers and it was as easy as tipping the finger.

The question was to state malaysia's Island names.
Hints given are "near to Penang , famous with its eagle !"

What can be easier than this ? LANGKAWI LAH.

And someone called in and said Redang lah , Sipadan lah , bla...

WTH ?

Ok ok finally there was someone who got this right (the answer is langkawi just in case you don't know) , and there were 5 more blanks for this question. So guys , what is in your mind...
A lot right , like perhentian and all...

But a man called in , and guess what he said !

LANGKAWI. *faint*

"Op ouh , cho cho cho" This is what u will hear if u get the answer wrong.

And so now , comes to the question I quoted , I am stupid , why huh?

Because I really cannot stand with all the callers who were trying to get the cash but giving wrong answers.

And i was kinda seduced by the cash money as they were waving happily at me.

I called !

FYI , one call is charged 3rm.

And your call will only be accepted IF you are the 100th caller.

Or u can send sms too , but same lah , they will call u back if u are the 100th participant.

First attempt ! failed.

But i was just trying my lucks lah.

Second attempt ! failed.

I was the 1st participant !!!!!!!!!!!!! ( SO CLOSE TO 100TH u KNOW , oh FYI , after 100th will come back to the 1st again lah )

Third attempt ! failed.

No lucks.

Fourth attempt ! failed.

I was the 71st participant.

i was so stupid to make the fifth attempt.

I knew I wouldnt be able to call in one !

Overally I wasted 4x3= RM12 for nothing !

My purse was bleeding.

But i thought I would have some lucks mar. U know miracles happen to people who believe in it. I am one of them ok.

That is why I am stupid.

Sigh.

I love mommy

2007-07-01T23:02:00.000+08:00

My body is so in pain , I'm serious. I feel like I am pregnant and is going to give birth.

My backbones are expanding and condensing. Like it's gonna push my infant out.

You know why...

Just because of yoga-ing.

I did warm up before my yoga but still it's paining.

but I feel good after sweating and I feel so energized. lol.

Another story is also related to giving birth -,-

The info was given by 3 experienced mommies , I guess it is just too hard to be false.

But their experiences did make me feel like just adopt a kid. =.=

They said the pain is like when u are having constipation , yes ! when the feces just refuse to come out.

Ok , so it's that kinda pain times 1000.

To give birth naturally , the pain is just when pushing the infant's head out. After the head , the whole body will just slip out. And the baby will look like yat pek white thing. Covered by a layer of wax.

The nurse or doctor or even the bidan will beat the infant's butt to make the cries , so , beware , don't wonder why they hit your baby child and u go whack them. Don't embarrass yourself , daddies.

To give birth by operating , it won't be painful when the baby comes out , but the pain comes as soon as you are conscious.

And my cousin said , When she was about to go down the bed , the pain is just too unbearable and she said her mouth could come out with all kinda $%^&*@ words.

See , there will be NO shortcut to giving birth.

How uncomparable are mommies and so after this story , if u think u did raise your voice to your mom , please consider yourself as a bad child.

If u are a son , oh man you can never understand your mom's feeling just to bring you to this world. So ting mama de hua ok.

And if u are a daughter , you are a mommy-to-be so I guess u will know the feeling of being a mommy.

IF you plan to just adopt a kid , and never plan to give birth , you can go commit suicide lah. No offense X.X

So here I end today's story.

grandma's birthday

2007-06-30T16:03:00.000+08:00

It's my grandma's 70th birthday !

and she looks really happy with the celebration and all the presents from us.

Trust me I have never seen an old people getting so many well-wrapped birthday gifts!

My grandma is a vegetarian and hence we had the birthday dinner in a vegetarian restaurant , i love vegetarian food seriously *drooling*

So here's a picture of my dear grandma + the fruit mousse cake + presents + PP ( y was he staring so sadly ? ) + xuanz's hand and whose legs ?

I actually have a picture of my grandma and her children but no point posting it up since u guys don't know them -,-"
But i bet u know someone in the picture below.

And my dear dear dear cousin Jess and I , posing weirdly outside the restaurant.

And of course , they are always the protagonists in every events held.
But their mommy is now pregnant , soon we'll switch the focus , ngek ngek.

The above photos were taken using my digi cam and in fact there are alot more photos taken with my handphone but , again I am lazy to transfer it now.
Will I be forgived if I post those up later ?
You must be thinking "your wish lah idiot , takkan I whack u if u dont post -,-"

damnn , go away if u think lidat ! swt.

Our next event will be on August ! ermm...mooncake festival ? O_o

BY THE WAY , did u realize that my blog layout has changedddd?

" idiot , blind also can see lah "

GO AWAY if u think lidat again ! LOL

hmm I am not veeerrrryyy satisfied with this layout because of my terrible design but again I wanna thank SEXY_kun.

See yah

Pity them !

2007-06-28T11:49:00.000+08:00

I read a news yesterday and so much I felt like crying , no it's not rape cases or kidnap etc. It's a case about two senior citizens in Taiwan.

They have a child who failed in business and hence their land was taken back by the govt. And they had to earn money to get back the land by selling potatoes! :( They saved every single cent they earned , lived thrifty... Soon they had about 10,000 and they just put the money in a plastic and tied it with rubber band and what they did is digged a hole and buried it. After half a year , when they took the plastic out , damn , the money were gone ! They saw only ashes inside.

DAMN ! how could this happen , TO THEM ? They were sad crying together , eih they sell POTATOES u know ! how many potatoes to get 10k ? I couldn't find a photo of them online and so couldn't attach it here.

Isn't it soooo pathetic ? Feels sad.

Home Day ?

2007-06-25T16:15:00.000+08:00

My first ever experience of riding long journey bus alone !

And after stoning and snoozing in the bus (despite the fact that I had to be in a bus with 22 other strangers) for more than 4 hours...

I m finally home.

Home as in my hometown home :)

After the exams I had been spending time shopping , hanging out and outings in kl EVERYDAY ... Coming back here is time to rest , rest as in real rest , staying home , listening to musics , yoga , sleeping and exercising.

Boring ? No , i don't and will never find bored staying home , even doing nothing.

And in this case , i have becoming a late sleeper and as I need 12 hours sleep a day I wake up late too. My previous plans to find a job and earn money all were spoilt ! Just because my dad asked me not to work. So this ends the story.

Hmm and I m sorry to Julien because I was so careless to promise her to go out with her and ended up I couldn't find my damn key ! while she was already in my condo !!! I am so sorry julien.

alright my blog is so boring.

I'm in dilemma.

2007-06-18T17:51:00.000+08:00

I just went to KDU for the consultation and I thought I can just make up my mind and fill in the application form , DONE.

But no. I did not do so. I'm so in dilemma after listening to others.

what the hell.

And the counsellor was a lil bit too high to talk to me , maybe.

He was out of his mind.

He : SPM ?

I : 8As3Bs

He : A level ?

I : Results havent come out.But my AS was horrible.But I did retake.

He : Come to find me at night I wanna strangle u !

I : ???

WHAT's HIS PROBLEM ?

Okay then i told him that I'm not sure whether to do law.

He then asked me what is law !

I was like " wth ? law la ! how to define... " , in my heart. I didnt voice this out for sure. I just said ... erm... I don't know ?

He said DONT EVER SAY YOU DON'T KNOW... then came out with his whole long stories... about saying "i don't know"

ALRIGHT !!!

Then he asked again what is law.

I don't know what to say , SERIOUSly. but I was forced to say something.

ok lah , anything. I said : something we need to seek for justice.

"GOOD" , he said. "THEN ?"
THEN WHAT ? that's all lah duh.

I kept quiet while i was thinking.

he then said : i need a knife to cut my wrist.

wtf wtf ??

why is he so impatient ? swt.

DAMNIT.

Happy shopping

2007-06-15T17:39:00.000+08:00

As I've said... After exam I will have a lot of things to do.
Karaoke - checked.
Sleep - checked.

Hangout - checked.

blog - checked.

SHOPPING - is now CHECKED !

After long hesitates we finally chose to go Pyramid , I mean my sis and I.

Just in order to avoid the heavy traffic and save time -.-

The impression of Pyramid to me is "cheh..can only window shopping"

Ended up it was not bad , i mean though i only bought things in mng.

But i do , do , do love my harvests :P (can say harvests ah?) dunno lah my english damn poor.

I do have a lot of this kinda black long sleeves but I don't know why i am so in love with this top. and it has a lovely price 39 bucks.

this is with my face together -=.=

The price of this blue top is even more lovely , 29 bucks.
But i didn't buy lah , cause ... I have no reason to love this top.

Belt is so much good am embelishment. Especially this red one , 79 bucks.
- not-buy item -
Third photo of the same attire , can't you still see what I like ?
The pants ! Just because I don't have model-long , skinny and muscular legs , I can hardly find pants that suits me. Even I found one , it might not look perfect , for you. ( for me too lah )

So what I'm trying to say is ... when I found one , I will buy it without caring bout the damn price.
I bought this pants because it's black , also cover bit of my fats kua. -=.="

How much I wish to have legs like Jessica Alba , Jeniffer Aniston , Lindsay Lohan or even super skinny like Avril Lavigne. darrrn.

So unfair , they are super pretty and have such sexy legs.

And they can wear skinny jeans , one kinda attire that I love so much but I can never put it up on me. damnit.

And that is why I am on my slimming programme.

Damn suffering , i can't eat evvery singggle thiiiing that I used to love.

My drinks = mineral water.

My food = vegetables.

I wonder how those carnivore like Hallie can survive eating my meals.

You wont know how sad it is to see food arrrround u , even a cream cracker which makes you drool.

With the same dream everynight all about food *gulp*

But ended up you have to tell yourself that "endure...calm...tahan for that one second only"

And summore people around you asking you out for meals and people around you eat in front of you and summore offer you one bite DAMN. worst moment ever.

And also people around you tapao KFC back home and EAT !

DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO GET LURED BY THE DAMN KFC SMELL ?

YOU WILL NEVER KNOW !

Eating is such an enjoyment .

and another sweat thing , I gotta do exercise after dining.

I just climbed up to 17th floor from 8th floor and went down to ground floor and climbed up to 8th floor again.

After sweating all over your body , you have to wipe them before bathing.

Why are there so many damn rules ?

And my sister told me one thing today ... " apple has calories as high as banana wtf ? "

I can't even eat apple , perhaps.

I just have to be a pure herbivour. Like cow or goat.

make it short this time.

2007-06-15T00:33:00.000+08:00

LONG SIGH OF RELIEF.

I've completed my A levels programme eventually.

I have two kinda thoughts.

Sad to leave subang friends.
Happy to wave goodbye to inti.

But still , I've finished my pre-U studies.

so overally it's something to be happy about.

2007-06-08T23:20:00.000+08:00

more at twiigs.com...

The embarrasing moment

2007-06-08T21:49:00.000+08:00

I WAS SO EMBARRASED !

Story started with me and my classmates went to library to revise. (hardworking,wat to do.) And we spent bout 2+ hours there...
After that I was supposed to place back my book to the shelves before going to the lockers to collect my bag.
I don't know what was in my mind until I just walked after my friend and went to the lockers.

"DEE DEE DEE"
" hey , hey , u ! "
" your boook your boook !!! "
" JOYCE ! "

WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON ?

I did not realize the not-borrowed book was still on my hand and the the tag was detected and the alarm rang.

EVERYBODY IN THE LIBRARY , DUNNO HOW MANY EYES TURNED AND LOOKED AT ME !!!
ALL OF THEM !!!

After stunning for 1 second , "oups , sorry..." I walked back to the shelves , ashame !

What daa hellll. I had NO intention to steal any book !

How embarrassing !

But anyway I am gonna leave INTI so , who cares lah. :P

I'm looking for part time jobs. (with high pay and less working hours , if can) LOL.
For those who have this kinda "lubang" , please tell me :) I do have my own agent but they will only pay two months after your job. Isn't it too long ?
I am a sagittarius ! one who has no patience at all.

Anyway I will thank you for helping ;) and treat you yamcha ! haha so , helping me only brings you benefits. Do consider bout it !

Wedding celebration

2007-06-04T18:26:00.000+08:00

I've been to Jenjarom to attend their wedding celebration.

fyi , the groom is my mom's cousin so in fact we are not very closely related.
And so , I don't know his name , the bride's name neither.

But they are about 2-3 years older than me.

Y.O.U.N.G !

Anyway... do you know where is Jenjarom ?

It's my grandma's hometown lol. Basically it's a quite isolated town. lol.

I heard only 5 minutes time to go around the whole Jenjarom.

But this info was given by Miss Sendy , not reliable :P

They really follow those chinese traditions bulat bulat because I have never seen such a map in any other grooms' house before.

My mom said this kinda map shall be given by the groom's uncle and it symbolises ... Err ...

What do you think ?

AND
I met Auntie Sendy !!! (fyi again,Jenjarom is her dear hometown)

Thanks for the milk tea and the lil souvenir from korea muax.
Here's a picture of her :

2007-06-01T22:58:00.000+08:00

I FEEL YOU !

TRUST ME , I REALLY DO !

I really feel you , my dear water from my dearest shower.

After being suffered from the low water pressure in my new rented house in Subang Jaya , I can now feel how good and how cool is my shower in my Condo.

The toilet of the new rented house sucks. I can even count the droplets of water coming out per second. wth ?

You won't know how much I enjoy bathing at home now.

I can feel the water splashing on my body like a masseur massaging me and also the aroma of my shower gel spreading in the air like flowers are surrounding me.
*closing eyes enjoying*

And once again I step fully on the floor of the toilet , what you think , I really did stand on tip toe in the rented house's toilet !!!

And YES , I did that everytime I bathe !

And after my second session of my exams , I can finally feel a littttttle bit released. A little bit only lah !
And I need some entertainment , seriously.
SHOPPPPPPPPing again ?
Yeah , what to do.

I have no idea why I feel so much like eating BAK KUT TEH since yesterday night. And I fulfilled my wish today , BAKkkkKuttTeh !!! (dined in 1u)

But tell you what , it was darn expensive.

For the below orders , costed me 40 bucks.
* 2 teas

* Small Claypot Bak Kut Teh
* Yao Char Kuay

* Vegetables

-end-

YUP , THAT's ALL ACTUALLY COSTED ME RM 41.29 !
Please lahh , i only need maybe 20 bucks if I had that in Klang.

FULL !

It was very filling seriously.

Well in fact I have loads of things to buy such as heels , bags , eye shadow in cream form , blush in cream form , tops etc.
But ended up I only managed to buy a short pants and heels.
Tell you what , I bought this zara short pants at only rm49.90 !
I wanted to tell Ju-Lien immmmmmediately because she wants short pants so much but , sorry Ju , there is only one last left.. -.-

As what I've mentioned , I need heels badly.
I think a girl must have heels like this , and I wanted to buy so long ago and finally I've bought this at only rm 69.9.

Well it's considered as cheap for heels like this.
AND IT's SO HIGH !

2.5 inches huh ???
Well I need a really high one because I am ... err , not tall lah.
And I don't have to tolerate with a short boy friend.
(this is because I have a girl friend who can never wear heels in order not to be taller than her bf. LOL) *kelian-lah !

After shopping I went to ss3 basketball court to watch the bsb match !
You should know I won't simply go and watch guys unless there is someone I know takes part in it.

YES , I was actually going with my sis to watch my bro-in-law who was participating in the games.

And so happened their opponents are INTI-ans. WHAT A COINCIDENCE !
And again very coincidently , my cousin took part in it also.
AND this causes the confusion in me to support which team. *SWT.

Err , because in such a match , there will surely have come cute guys around.
I did not mean to purposely observe , LOL.
But this guy is quite , cute.

ALAN , NUMBER 5 the middle one lah !

LOL.

Jammed-me

2007-05-31T15:31:00.000+08:00

PHYSICS !

I HATE YOU !

I do really have confidence in this paper because it's multiple choice questions. Sound like you can simply tembak and got the right answer ?

NAH ... The answers are close and make you confused and I am so pissed off because I have got so many careless mistakes.

I think I've done badly in structure paper and so I don't wanna screw my mcq paper up , but after checking and comparing answers with SexyKun , gosh headache lah. We have 11 different answers.

*n*

I seriously can't wait for my exam to get over and get rid of A levels.

I've planned what to do after 14th of June .

* SHOPPING

* SINGING K

* THROW AWAY ALL MY A LEVEL BOOKS

* MANICURE

* DYE HAIR

* HANGOUT

* MOVIESS

* GOING AUSTRALIA !!!

You will not know how many activities i've planned and I did really spend my time thinking what to do after that.

So ngam-ly, megasales is on after my exams. Oh , sweet.

I'll be busy then , LOL.

And I so long for my trip to Brisbane,Australia and perhaps I would have to stay there for a month ! My sis told me the clothes there are , CHEAP.

A shopping paradise , perhaps.

Oh my hardwork gets repay *_*

two more weeks to go , 2 more WEEKS TO GO !
Chill chill , I am a lil bit over excited here and almost forget that I still , have to sit for Chemistry paper 4 tomorrow. Guess I need coffee again.

And I ain't kidding to tell you seriously that I've got pimples on my forehead because of burning midnight oil. yucks. I don't know how to cure them and I never believe in those pimples-away-products because I don't use them , they really don't work for me.

And eyerings all coming out , before any activities can be carried out after my exams , perhaps I need a deep cleanse or some facial treatments. i_i

Every college is organising events and make a whole subang so happening and even in the morning , when even I haven't wake up their noises woke me up. Those loud frustrating musics do really annoy me so much and I wish I can shout from my window , SHUTTTTUP.

And when I walked to college , I stopped by to greet my friends and they came to interrupt us and asked us to buy their ... FOOD ?

So happened the person-incharge was my friend , and I was so forced to buy ... PUDDING ? Whatever.

They can even play those old ugly songs so loudly. Sigh *__* What happened to people nowadays.

I am feeling extremely sleepy now and loads of notes are waiting for me. PENDING.

I am jammed.

Tomorrow will be the end of my 2nd session exams. And I'll be going to Sg Wang to look for dinner wears to my cousin's wedding on Sunday night.

I need heels and bags too.

Okok , chemistry , I'm coming -______-

-_______-

2007-05-28T00:12:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I question what's life , how does it go on with all the sorrow.
How do people carry on when they have problems.
How do I hold on when nothing goes smoothly ?

These are the questions popping out in my mind every so often.

For this every single question , the answer is still , carry on. wth.
Sometimes I rather live hugging my pillow alone forever , so there is nothing to be worried about and sad maybe ?

emo post , makes people bored.

This afternoon when I and my sister were crossing the road , some guys crossed over and thought that we are japanese , kept on talking japanese to us. weirdo.
But it's funny .

I try hard to think of funny things to tell but still , the feeling of sad still not being washed away. *sick*

swtness of unorganization

2007-05-27T22:57:00.000+08:00

Sometimes life gets so high and sometimes it falls to no end.

When will my exam end ? swt.
I've begun to feel so irritated with this so long term exams. It causes so much sorrow lah. I don't know since when I hate exams so much , perhaps I never like it. Anyway , things which have to be faced , we can never avoid. SO , as a result , I still gotta study hard for it until 14th of June. (b4 father's day)

Ok FYI , father's day is on 17th of June ! So do something for your dad.

And here are my suggestions :

- Buy a gift.

- Surprise celebration.

- Big fat kiss.

- Sweet sms.

- A breakfast.

- Prepare dinner.

In fact there are a lot to do. Never doubt the role your dad plays , appreciate him and show how much you love him ok !

No , it's not early to plan now lah dudes :P

Well today is my parents' wedding anniversary and so we had our dinner at this restaurant at the seaside. Yeah , they did bring us , the three lampposts along :P But anyway we had a great time.

Too bad I have to go back tomorrow , yes which is about 15 hours later. Sucks.

I suddenly feel that my skill of blogging is getting so terrible , the organisation and orders are so messed up. -_______-" SOBZ.

See see , I told you my skill is getting so terrible , do you have idea why are these photos here ?
Alright those photos were taken on last Thursday in Sunway Pyramid when my outing with the girls. I don't know why I just couldn't buy anything from Sunway Pyramid. NO IDEA. *swt*
And very obviously , i did not buy any single thing.

We were having spaghetti at Pizza Hut and yes , i was camwhoring at the same time. Look at the photo , I was trying to act so cool but ended up got distracted by the girls. swt. And this photo makes me feel like laughing even now. wth.

Exams suck

2007-05-19T10:56:00.000+08:00

I've slept for less than 6.5 hours but I guess this is more than enough for an Alevel candidate.

And I am very damn hungry.

FYI , my strict diet has on since yesterday.

My meal menu is just cereals.

I can't even have vege because I don't know where to buy and how to cook vege without oil and anything else.

Please do not ask me out for any meal until my plan goes successful. :)

But my daddy is coming tomorrow and wanna have dinner with me. how how.

Please don't wonder why do I have time to blog , this will only take me 10 minutes or less. And I seriously need 10 minutes break.

Before I excuse myself , please do visit :

HTTP://HALLIE-PERFECTION.BLOGSPOT.COM
There's something about me. Lol. *ego

Oh oh wait wait , i have something to show.

Drawn by Miss Sexy_Kun

Well , this is actually illustrating my class and the lecturers.
And the one who's standing on the weighing machine , please don't doubt , that's me.
Since I did always mention about diet all in the class. *sobz.

Alright good bye my dears.

Feverr

2007-05-18T14:18:00.000+08:00

Hallo friends , have you been missing me.

Well , I might not be able to blog for weeks cause I am going to sit for the world's stupidest exam - CAMBRIDGE ALEVELS EXAMINATIONS.

And this lasts for a month.

So I will be jailed for a month , coming MONDAY onwards.
sad isn't it.

Please wish me lucks.

And now and here starts my hell life.
Other than revision , I have to go on diet.

damn hungry -,-"

Wait for my next post.

No TiTle

2007-05-10T20:45:00.000+08:00

I'm back to the lovely ville.
For couple of days.

Miss me not.

MMMuax. bYe

Shopping Spree.

2007-05-09T18:18:00.000+08:00

INTRODUCING THE NEW CANON IXUS 850 IS.

What can I comment about this digi cam. It's wonderful.
I am serious about how wonderful it is.

I had never possess such a good camera.

Only my thumb will tell how good it is.

I'm lovin' it.

Buy this buy this :P

p/s : I'm trying hard to promote it but too bad , mission failed. The camera doesn't love me as much as I love it.

-= Next =-

Topic : SALES EVERYWHERE !

I just came back from Mid Valley hours ago.
And I am exhausted. It's really tiring but again I need my thumb to describe how fun it was.

I went with my sister and initially we were just gonna choose for Mother's day gift for my precious mommy but we ourselves bought too much and a lil bit over budget.

We bought a mng purse for mommy.
And bought tops for ourselves.

Is this ok ? I'm likin' it.

Next stop was , Roxy.

I've fallen in love with their skinny T but my heart bleeds to pay a t shirt for like 90 bucks.

Next stop , Zara.

Zara is having final clearance , compare to their normal price , the prices of the clearance stockes are way cheaper but too bad , they look bad.
I love the shirt I tried , damn cute la the prints.
Then the green top , I've bought.
Don't try to tell me I look fat or fugly in it because I know but I still love it.
See how much we bought in mng. I gotta be thrifty. wth*

Here ends my shopping spree and how much have I spent.
*counting counting.

WHAT THE ..... ?!

Sobz. I gotta be really thrifty.
PLEASE control me.

His.Story.

2007-05-07T00:35:00.000+08:00

I don't know why I have such a mood to write some histories.

I remembered 3 years back in 2004 , I've fallen in love with a guy who was loving my closest friend. Only listening to this , it sounds darn sad. But I think more details will make the story even more pathetic.

I was so close to this guy just in order to help him to get my friend , at first I really didn't know I had the crush on him because apparently , we were good friends. In fact , we were good friends too. So it's sad when I realised that I've fallen for him.
Even I myself only realized that on M's birthday celebration because that time was the first time he fetched me.

And I don't know where I've gotten the guts to propose to him. I did not feel a single shame that time. I think I was really over-confidence. Ended up we got together on August,2004.

Oh you must be scratching your head why he liked my friend but going with me ?

Here I will reveal every single thing.

We were actually just tried it out , probation.
And we said to try out 1 month and see whether will it work out.
Within that month , we did what normal couple do such as talk on the phone , and went out yc , held hands.
But that's all. Nothing more than that.
And one month passed so fast , we ended up with the breakup and it's days more to reach one month long.

Why breakup ?

Here this thing happened on me.

Once in the assembly , this girl of mine , Miss K told me something harsh which normal girl would hard to accept this.
She told me that once 3 of us ( Miss K , me and the bf ) went out , my ex went to fetch her first before picking me up from my house , and half way from her house to my house , my ex stopped by the roadside and asked Miss K to kiss him , and he asked her to KISS him before I got up the car.
Miss K then refused and said she couldn't because I was the girl friend.
Then my ex said :" why must u care so much ? "

So detailed right , I remember this so well because this short story made my tears dropped during the assembly and I had to get out of the hall.
I was crying non-stoply and Hallie , Rachelle held my hands tight , I think they could feel how much I was hurt. I ain't kidding when I say I cried till I felt hard to breathe. I cared so much so much and I never thought that could happen.
Gosh , what's all that ? Isn't it cruel to me ?
I never thought guys could be that merciless because seriously , he was the first guy who did all that to me.

YES , Just because of this I voiced out the break-up with my bloody heart.
I couldn't assume nothing had happened.

All these led to my regrets and after the breakup only I realized that it was so hurtful and it was not as easy as what I thought , just to let go a guy like him.

With no jokes I wanna tell all that resulted in a collapsed me.
I refused to eat , sleep and all. I lived with tears , I cried when I thought of that , even in the school.
My friends gave so many precious advices but none of them could enter my ears.
I didn't know I could be that sad and down.

Every single song that I listened , brought me so much fear. Cause even now when I heard of those songs , I had that fearful feeling. How uneasy.

TIME IS THE HEALER. My friends told me.
Yes , I admit that was really a good phrase but it's never too easy for you to accept that phrase.
Time is the healer , but , LONG TIME.
It took a long time for me to heal from the bloody wound.

For about 3 months I took to recover. 3 months = 90 days = 2160 hours = 129600 minutes = 7776000 seconds.
For you guys who had never undergo this , you will never know how hard to pass a single second at that moment , somemore I had spent that 7776000 seconds just to let go .

I have nobody to thank to in process of recovering because I stood up myself.
Of course I have those besties who supported me so much and helped me so much but still , in matters of love , nobody could help other than you yourself.

I am so happy that I am living freely now. I had gotten rid of him and we are friends now.
Nothing more than just normal friend :) That's why I didn't feel sad or even touched once I saw him again.

That is a thing to be happy about.

So here ends my story.

p/s : Name of the main character must not be revealed in order to be in a lil low profile :P

Good night.

Passion is the key to travel

2007-05-06T00:35:00.000+08:00

After long waiting for about <10 hours I've finally downloaded the photoshop completely.

Damn not worth waiting for 10 hours ! And I really expected much from photoshop and I thought it is amazing and unbelievable , can make everything perfect but high expectation always leads to deep fall and it's out of my expectation obviously.
Or maybe I am not fancy of using it. I mean how it functions and all.
Basically it can put effects , add texts , clear the blemishes on the face , others I don't know how to use. Overall it's just something like that . :)

And of course I'm gonna utilize this as I've waited so long. I am maybe a lil bit outdated cause I really think that others used this decades ago :P

Crapz no more , let's see what I've done with it :

Amazing not ?

No ahh ? Ok la :P Told u I am not fancy in using that and now , what you expect :P ( damn good in giving excuses )

I don't know whether U believe but I've spent 1 hour editting it and learning how to use :P

K now skip all the above issues.

Allow me to crap a lil.

It's 1.01 late in the night ( or early in the morning ? ) , alright for me it's late in the night lar.
And I am a boring person who is listening to saxophones.

I hope this night will be long cause tomorrow is the last day for me to wake up late , college reopens on Monday and I just received the mail saying that the schedule will be the same as the previous schedule , isn't it sad. It's all early classes , yeah though it's only for 2 weeks but still , so sad.
In this coming days , I will have so much so much stresses , and maybe unhappiness. I have many things to do and the hardest to complete is always the external A levels exam , I can shiver only hearing to this. I really do.

And I am very sure that the only thing I have to do at this moment is revising , u wonder why am I here to blog.
DESTRESSING la ... ok ok I know I gave too much of excuses to everyone and myself too.

But only thinking of all these , it makes me moody , soon my sister will be going back hometown for holidays and , yes I have to live alone here and it brings so much inconveniences to me . So the only and yes , THE ONE AND ONLY way is to move back to subang for that one month.

At least I don't have to be too sick of transportation problems. :P right ?

By the way , i am finding for the past me , the one who would revise for exams , the one who sacrificed everything for exam , the one who skipped meals and sleeps just to revise for exams , the one who would not even step out of the study room for entire day !

I don't know , i feel so lost now , I just don't have the passion sometimes
I do , I do feel so guilty when I don't study but when I study , I feel like doing something else.
Nobody's here to inspire me and it's so discouraging.
I did study so much at home ( hometown ) because my parents will proud of my results and they did care so much about me , prepared me healthy drinks and urged me to the bed while I was still studying in the midnight and all... All they did to me when I was home , now , who's gonna do all that to me ?

Or maybe , something is distracting me so well ?
But what ? I need , just the passion to be strong , and do my parts.
My mom always ask me to do my part and , just that , that is more than enough.

And my part , very obviously is study.

Very frankly , I study for exams only.

I know people might be thinking this is very wrong and study is not just for exams.
Yes I do think I myself is so wrong and stupid having that thought. But it's just fact that I think that way.

Passssion. Please come back.
I intend to take Law after A levels but without the passion , how ??? How am I gonna do any studies without that passion.
So I am really thirst for that passion.

It dissapears and it makes me lost. so lost.
When I see my sister with all her aims studying so hardly , again I will question myself : don't you feel guilty ?

It's all about the principle problem.

If u ask me stop studying , go to work , study so much doesn't mean that you'll earn much money bla , I will really tell u that I can't do it.

I can't stop studying.

I can't work yet.

I am not ready to face all that yet.

And even if i am ready to face all that , I don't think I wanna live knowledge-lessly. pathetic.
I don't want that to happppppen...

My mom said we study for knowledge but not money. It's that we don't study for getting a high pay job , u get it ?

But again I have this stupid thought , I study because I want to have a professional occupation and earn much. I don't mean that I don't study for knowledge but it's just that the main purpose is just not there. tragic.

Ouh I didn't know I've written so much.

So it's late

Sleep bah.

sleep tight :)

Do the right thing at the right time

2007-05-05T01:34:00.000+08:00

-__________- "

Only this is the right time to use this face expression.

And this is when you are waiting for the almost an hour-download. Devils.
And Half-way downloading , it is stucked at 84%. Slower and slower.

GRRHHH If I continue to sleeep late , how many masks also can't help me.
Dark rings lah , pimples lah , acne , blackheads ... etc all coming out.

Well actually I can resume downloading tomorrow but it's just 16% left so i feel like waiting for it to complete so maybe , i will have sweeter dreams.

But my mom just asked me to sleeeeep NOT LATER THAN 11 or it'll be very bad to my health and everthing.
AHHH HOW LAH.
Life makes people confused.
But it's already 2.02am. Oh man tell me what to do.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHH

STILL 84% AFTER SO LONG !!!

For my skin's sake , I resume tomorrow lah.
Nitez.
muaxxxmuaxxx

Where have I been

2007-05-04T21:12:00.000+08:00

END OF HOLIDAYS.

I am back. After not blogging for about 2 weeks , please expect me to have much things to blog.

Well , to start this , let's go back to the day my parents came to fetch me.
Mom , me and sis went to THE MINES to do some shopping ... I couldn't imagine , we really bought a lot in such a small mall.

LOOK LOOK ! I love this ... top ? dress ? whatever , but I think I look fugly with it ... ):
LOOK below , I love this cap too , but hor it's bout 60 bucks. U noe I am a lil bit gu horn (stingy) so I did not buy also lerr ):We had some herbal meals there ... such as guai ling gou , yin wor , gai tong n herbal chicken.
U wouldn't know how filling they were.

These are the gai tong , yin wor and guai ling gou :P

Ouh... our orders :P

NEXT , GOING HOME :D

I was finally home and , when u feel relaxed and happy , you'd really have the mood to do MASK.
Sorry if my face , erm looks scary.
OKAY , now that's when I play with the kids.

This lil kid is PP.
Trust me , u will really love him and can't stop yourself but keeeep playing with him . And I never knew he was quite good in posing :P Another poser-to be. If you see these pics of him somewhere on the magazine , don't doubt , is me who posts it. Ohh I missss him.

I meant it's really fast , happy times pass so fast. It's time to come back again.
Before sending me back here , the day before today we went to GENTING HIGHLANDS.
We arrived there kinda late and so had no time to shop at all so thought of watching SPIDERMAN3.

But tickets were all sold OUT ?! Very luckily , and I don't know where and how they got 3 more extra tickets. So me and my bro managed to get them. But it costed us 17bucks per ticket (inclusive of drinks and popcorns). too much.
And the ticket was at 1.15am. I wonder what can we do while waiting for more than 2 hours.
My bro had this silly idea - bowling.
OH NO , please I Don't Bowl.
Just in order to pass the time , I was forced to play. 9 bucks per person.
Tell u what , I told u I don't bowl so I was so much left behind by my bro , the sportman.
He got so many strikes and spares while I had only ONE strike.

As I told you , We had to wait for more than 2 hours and I thought bowling would take me long time but ended up we spent only less than half an hour there , damn fast.
What can we do while all the shops were closed ?!
SNAP ?
POSE LAH !

Genting highlands has this new temple and it's still under renovation , there will soon be a gohtong hall and vegetarian restaurant inside and there are many nice sceneries for photoshoot.
Oh there is also a fake Lim Goh Tong. ok I m not gonna reveal what's that , go to have a look . It's cool , lol.

Oh u want me to repeat ?

Okay , happy times fly. I am back to the condo and parents and bro went back.
I wish I could follow them back , :( u know I'm a home sticker , been staying home for weeks and now I'm back to here , I can't get used to it for days.
I'm lonely. Sigh Sigh. ):

Blogging brings fun

2007-04-20T23:33:00.000+08:00

Soon I'll be going back home and very badly , my house's streamyx was out of service since long ago but this is still not the point to be mad yet. Da thing is we still paid for the monthly rm88 streamyx charges while we got nothing. It's like throwing 88 bucks to the drain. Can u imagine how wasteful it is.
And the thing that i wanna tell here is not the complaints but actually I can't blog for 2 weeks.
So this night I'm gonna just ... blog !

Parents already arrived few hours ago and we had steamboat together *yummy :P
I love them to be here as that's when I feel the warmth. And I'm going home tomorrow and i can feel warm for 2 weeks :P p.s. DO NOT ENVY ME. hehe :P
By the way i miss my bro , yes I did quarrel with him all the time. We've 4 years gap and yes , u must be expecting me to tolerate with him and listen to him huh ? No way. He is more like my elder bro , talk to me in such a cool way.
Sometimes when he is out of mood , he can just ignore my noises. *pityme.
Ouh he smsed me just now and here's our conversation :

Bro : Coming back tomorrow ?
I : Yeah , and i am having steamboat , u should have come here stupid.
Bro : Ya I should have followed them. Next time only la... U come back right tmr ?
I : Ya la but no point la everytime i go back u sure quarrel with me !
Bro : I will try not to la.

Sometimes I do enjoy talking to him as SOMETIMES he'll really help me with some mature thinkings. (or maybe i am immature)
YES I MEANT SOMETIMES ONLY.
He treats his friends much better than treating me. Yes I am very jealous because I care for him so much *pityme. So I will try to control my temper , not to give too many opinions in his doings.
But sometimes I really hope to have his understandings on what I've done for him , all for his own good. Maybe I really care too much for him , demanding something which is what he can't do. That's why I bother his things. everything. like gun ga po :P

wow why am I so sentimental writing so much bout my bro. I barely even talk bout him usually.

Oh when I went for my dinner at (twenty steamboat restaurant) guess who I saw.
JACQUELINE and her family. Yeah my pet lil sis. And her sis , Jessica and bro James.
When I looked at them , sigh , time speeds. They were still lil kid the last time i saw them but now , gosh James looks so mature already and very handsome indeed. Their heritage lah , have the ang mo face :S

Oh I am still in the mood of blogging though I haven't pack the clothes i have to bring back. Loads.

Was chatting with Ju-Lien just now and I suddenly think of our promise. SAKAE SUSHI !!!
We were supposed to go on friday , i meant last last last last last last ... friday. But then it delays over and over again. Cause we're not going to Subang Parade Sakae Sushi but The Curve Sakae Sushi ... haha u noe why ? Because we scared of the robbers ... U guys noe bout the robbers cases happened there months ago right ? YA LA WE ARE DAMN CHICKEN AH cannot meh.
Will u bring umbrella if the weather outside is just bright fine ?
U HAVE TO cause maybe the next minute vast rain pour on u :P Feeling weird why i suddenly say this ? Ok , use ur brain. This is why we don't go to SubangParade. Sensible or not ar ?

OH I JUST RECEIVED A SMS.
Normally at this hour , my h/p will be sleeping in peace.
WONDER who smsed me...

GUESS IT.
HINT : A GIRL

Can't guess it ???
HINT : 2 years older than me

ARHHHH STILL DUNNO !?

MY SIS !
Yeah the one who is lying beside and playing with the handphone. Just telling me to use her phone to sms cause she has this special promotion thingy , rm1 for 100sms. Oh that is why she's gonna waste one sms instead of just tapping my hand and tell me. Lol. This is so cute of her.

OHH I forgot I have to web meet my eldest sis in Australia tomorrow morning ! EARLY in the morning ! K so guess I have to force myself to sleep NOW.

So do miss me while I don't blog.
I'll be back after 2 weeks a.k.a. Half a month.
So see you guys. Miss you guys.
Muaxx Muaxx :D

Smile with me

2007-04-20T13:08:00.000+08:00

Today is such a bright fine day for me ( forget bout the fact that I'm gonna clean the whole house later ) because my parents are coming !!! :D (and that's why I gotta clean wholly)

I'm going home tomorrow with my parents for two weeks but don't ever think that I'm gonna have long relaxing break. No.
This two weeks are actually semester break but in another way it is called STUDY LEAVE.
Because after that two weeks , I'll be back here for another two weeks revision classes and then will be the most scary thing ever - CAMBRIDGE A LEVEL EXAM.
And for your information , i have to sit for overall 12 papers.
Can u please see it ? 12 papers !

Yes , your eyes are not blurred , it's 12 papers.
I wish I can never reach that day. Yes I have not really well-prepared yet but you can't blame me just because I am lazy or stupid , u must blame Inti also because they don't care bout us. ):

Days ago while we were revising in the A level office , we saw some pre-college students going to see Ms Rose. It's either they asked for information of A level course OR they prepared to enrol and wanted to register.
WELL , for me , both are tragic. We were whispering (oh no, shouting silently actually) " DO NOT ENROL !!! "
Just for their sake. Blek :P Sorry Mr Sam & Ms Rose , I don't mean to spoil Inti's reputition. I just don't wanna see more people suffer.
If Shereen is reading this , I guess she will be nodding nonstoply.

I really did try to love Inti and A Level but too sorry I couldn't make it.

Okay let's skip that issue.

Here I wanna announce that my bestmate - Miss Hallie Tan Siow Shan has her own blog now.

http://hallie-perfection.blogspot.com

Ok back to the Mock papers I 've done previous days.
The first day was Chemistry + Stats.
Both papers are tough , I can't imagine what result I'll get.
Second day - MATHS.
Hahaha , 5/10 I'd say.
Means I can do 5 questions out of the overall 10. dam swt.
Third day - PHYSICS.
As I count til 3 , please cry for me.
1

2

3

>.<~
Yeah it was a blast. I could only do the core questions. The options questions...wth.
But it was written in the options booklet
" Students must study this booklet with guidance of teacher or else students are not able to perform well in exam "
This sentence itself is very discouraging.
U think so right.
So , teach me what to do.

Ohh , wth wth , why I jus can't get rid of exams thingy in my blog ?!
Stop here.

New Layout

2007-04-20T12:17:00.000+08:00

YEAH ~ Finally here's my new layout !!!

First to thank is of course the one who did it for me...
MISS SEKI ! :D:D

*nahh...Give u a big hand. CLAPZZZZzzz*

Alright so I hope you guys will love it too thoughh... the background is not my picture but this background was designed by the most brilliant n creative ever ...... me :P

Yep Thankx BYE :D

so called SHOPPING SPREE

2007-04-20T00:49:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of AL Mock exam so i am not gonna think back the papers that I've done terribly. I am gonna destress ... only for one day ok.
I've planned to blow much on shopping cause I love to see my closely packed closet to explode.
But too bad lah I put on weight so couldn't buy many :P

My first station - 1u : GUESS
I seriously love this jacket. (stripes again) Yeah shereen said all my clothes look like prisoners' clothers. But ended up I didn't buy , it's darn expensive. bout 200bucks. Errrh.

2nd station : Padini Concept Store
I've seen this jacket many times hanging there but this is the first time I tried it.
Oh actually I love it too but I look darn fat with it. Errrrr ... So I guess I can't buy it.
No point if i don't wear ):

3rd station : Cineleisure.
I heard there are many new boutiques so I went for a look and I thought I could have great harvest but who knows... the shops all are widely dispersed , it's not nice to shop le -,-"

However... It's so considerate of them. See , the carparks nearest to the shopping mall are only for female single drivers. It is good. But too bad we couldn't park there , it was full.

Oh the shoes shop there is really nice. They have lotsa heels , nice heels ...
These are one forth of them.

We had our dinner in KimGary Restaurant after walking through the whole cineleisure and the curve. We were actually finding for Secret Recipe but too tired to walk there so just stopped by KimGary. (Bosco's...>.<)

Alicia had some Japanese food in the stoned bowl , seriously it was tasty :P

Look at her face and u'll know how yummy it was... :P ( We accept F&B advertisements ) And this is mine , set meal with Borsch soup. It's in such a big portion.

Next next !!
Again , padini concept store :P
POLO-T <------------------------ I BOUGHT THIS :P and I love it :D

HMMMM ! I LOVE THIS TOP from SEED. But I don't know why I didn't buy it but I will buy it the next time I visit their store again :D

This one look quite childish right.. but I still love it but I still didn't buy it BECAUSE my sister said not nice -,-"

OH YA , I am going to have my new layout SO SOON.

and u noe what , I can't wait for it to launchhh :P *glekkk

Layers.

2007-04-17T15:08:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's my Maths paper.
But everytime came back from college I only feel like doing 2 things - Sleep \ Online.
After this post I will go to sleep.
But allow me to post something for today first.
Recently I love stealing survey from others' blog.
Yesterday I posted 20 persons survey.
Today I'm gonna post this :

Layer One: On The Outside
Name: Joyce Siaw Sye Yong
Birth Date: 26th Nov. 1988
Current status: Single
Eye Colour: Brown
Hair Colour: Brown + Black n lilbit of faded blonde.
Righty or Lefty: Righty

Layer Two: On The Inside
Your Heritage: Blush !
Your Fears: Loneliness
Your Weakness: Dependent , maudlin ?
Your Perfect Pizza: Bosco-made Pizza

Layer Three: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your Thoughts First Waking Up: Sleep back
Your Bedtime: 12am - 3am
Your Most Missed Memory: The moment I step on the stage to receive awards.

Layer Four: Your Pick

Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's
Single or Group Dates: SINGLE bah.
Adidas or Nike: NIKE
Tea or Nestea: NEStea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Ekk... Both r not supposed to exist in my life. I choose both if they are 100% non-fat.
Cappucino or Coffee: FORMER one lahhh , I only drink coffee when I have to stay up late for revision.

Layer Five: Do You...

Smoke: IKES , no way no way
Curse: NO ! It's so mean.
Take a shower: Not in the early morning.
Have a crush: Bosco MuaxMuax. wth wth
Think you've been in love: Haha what do u think ?
Go to school: Yyyeaaahhhhh
Want to get married: Who doesn't ???
Believe in yourself: Yea...I guess I do.
Think you're a health freak: Not so .

Layer Six: In The Past Month

Drank alcohol: Yeah. (only 30++% of alcohol lar)
Gone to the mall: Definitely
Been on stage: Yeah
Eaten sushi: Past month rrr ??? Noppy
Dyed your hair: Yeah

Layer Seven: Have You Ever...

Played A Stripping Game: Noo.
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: Nah.

Layer Eight: Age You're Hoping

To Be Married: 26.

Layer Nine: In a Girl/Guy

Best Eye Colour: Brown
Best Hair Colour: Brown Black
Short Hair or Long Hair: Short

Layer Ten:
1 Min Ago: Posting.
1 Hour Ago: Chores-doing
4.5 Hours Ago: Revising with the lecturer
1 Month Ago: Freaking relax.
1 Year Ago: Darn happy at home

Layer Eleven: Finish The Sentence

I Love: presents.
I Feel: sick + sleepy
I Hate: Dirty Places
I Hide: myself in the closet
I Miss: Bosco
I Need: to be sexier to seduce Bosco.

20 Persons

2007-04-16T17:58:00.000+08:00

Well I steal this from N______'s blog.
Since I am bored too.

First step : List down 20 people.

1. Bosco
2. She e
3. Alicia
4. Hallie
5. Rachelle
6. Squall
7. Kian Iyu
8. Wee Jiann
9. Pok Yong
10. Steven Poh
11. Joe
12. Lao Yang
13. Ju-Lien
14. Shereen
15. Molly
16. Sandra
17. Tatt Hoong
18. Jian Ying
19. Tata
20. Jeff

How did u meet 13 ? (Ju-Lien)
- Through A levels course in ICSJ.

What would have happened if you hadn't met 6? (Squall)
- Peace *V ... My self-esteem will be higher.

What do you honestly think of 10? (Steven Poh)
- He's dating someone !

Would 8 date 3 (WeeJian & Alicia )
- This spells the word "impossible".

Were you ever into 4? (Hallie)
- I love her more than Squall does.

Would you date 5? (Rachelle)
- No , she is busy (LOL)

Would 2 & 11 make a good couple? (She e & Joe)
- Yes if Malaysia has no more Onion.

Would you go out with 14? (Shereen)
- She is anti-social. It's hard to... :P

Describe 7 in 7 words. (Kian Iyu)
- He was my crush in secondary school.

Do you think 15 is hot? (Molly)
- Definitely ! Explosive !

Would 1 & 17 make a good couple? (Bosco & Tatt Hoong)
- No because no.1 makes best couple with Joyce.

Tell us something about 14. (Shereen)
- Shereen again ? I just mentioned she is anti-social. ohh ohh , + Maths expert.

Do you know any of 3's family? (Alicia)
- Yes and I love her family ! Warmth , to describe.

On a scale of 1-10, how cute is 16? (Sandra)
- Oh , her another name - Kukfa , I would give 8/10. She is damn cute in personality but damn sexy and pretty in look.

What language does 19 speak? (Tata)
- English , Hokkien

Who is 12 going out with? (Lao Yang)
- Haha ... 012***8887 , call him and ask.

When was the last time you spoke to 13? (Ju-Lien)
- Ju ? Hmm , this afternoon.

Would 18 & 14 make a good couple? (Shereen & Jian Ying)
- They will not communicate well. So NO.

Would you ever date 2? (She e)
- Yeah I love to (:)

How'd you meet 20? (Jeff.)
- Through Malaysia's worst service - NS

Where does 17 live? (Tatt Hoong)
- Usj ... sth...

How long have you known 1? (Bosco)
- Ever since he has fallen for me :>

Is 12 older than you? (Lao Yang)
- Definitely , since he was named OLD goat.

Have you ever gone out with 7? (Kian Iyu)
- Uncountable times.

Have you kissed 5? (Rachelle)
- Rach , Have I kissed you ? No I guess

Do you find 1 attractive? (Bosco)
- Of course . The most in the world.

What is 3's best feature? (Alicia)
- Her waist.

What do you like about 9? (Pok Yong)
- His representational pose.

Is 3 a good friend? (Alicia)
- For others , maybe. But definitely a good sister for me :D

Out of 8, 17, 4, 16, 2 who would you sleep with? (WeeJian , Tatt Hoong , Hallie , Sandra , She e)
- WEEJIAN ? If any comments bout him are seen by Squall , no more peace. So no comment. Tatt Hoong then , I am sure we cant :P HALLIE , again this is related to Squall. I'd have to zip my mouth again :P SANDRA ? Erh... Uthz minds so I couldn't :P She e , oh we usually sleep together everynight before she went to Australia.

YEAH , this is interesting but boring. Try to play your own 20 persons. :D

Oh ya wish me lucks , I am having mock exam.

Define Formal

2007-04-12T12:54:00.001+08:00

Today is A level's formal day.
I was informed to wear formal yesterday night.
I was like... how formal huh ? Formal as in office-lady-like or cocktail-queen-like or prom-like(def. not this).

Cause i remember last time when we were asked to wear formal , i wore like Im gonna have presentation. I wore a blouse and formal skirt lar. And as I arrived college , I saw some of them wearing long sleeve + long skirt. It's like not so formal type.
So this time I did not wear that kinda formal again.

But as I arrived college this morning , damnit.

The Jan intake students all wearing dress and as if they are gonna attend some party.

Oh , actually we are just going to have photoshoot session. Aiks , who cares lah how you wear.

Some even wear jeans + tshirt. Damn incooperative. (YES , TALKING BOUT U LAH SHER :P)

March intake is always the abandoned ones , Jan intake all were happy taking photos while we happy

talking ourselves. *sighsigh.

By the way we were taking the photos in concourse , yes the passers and those who sit there did look at us one kind , it made me smile in a very terrible way. Some more the photos of all A level students were not taken using my camera/hp so I couldn't update it here :P Luckily lah I think I would look damn fugly there.

These are the indians of March intake. Look at the two persons at right.
That is called FORMAL. muahahah.
The middle girl looks like sexy + flirtatious lecturer. The rest all okay , just fine :P
Finally you see how ugly am I today. I have no idea what's wrong with my eyes , damn swollen and small. Yikes. Damn sick . By the way , in this photo , I was wearing heels and Ju-Lien had taken out her heels. -same height. WHAT ? Iam STILL SHORTER ??? (yalaRR) ):

How ar , this one funny or not.
Captured using negative mode obviously ... Really damn nice lah the drawings behind.

And I don't know why my face is so blushed today. The blush is like I make up. But I do not.

Can u see it through these photos ? And it blushes only on the cheek and chin. Look weird though.

Ohh I did not have their permissons to upload the photos but I do think they won't mind. Coz I am too kind for them to mind :Þ
Damn sick uh ? :Þ:Þ:Þ

HOW TO MAKE THIS ? ---> :Þ
PRess Alt and 0222 together.
ALT 0222 -> Þ

Formal does not rock.

let's express..

2007-04-11T13:15:00.000+08:00

This hour is actually the time for me to crap and I will lack a little bit of sense.
AND I will really burst a lot at this hour while the sun is shining bright right on my head causing my brain to boil... This is when people begin to lose senses like common sense...sense of humor,patience,cool,etc.
So allow me to start my long essays a.k.a. craps. OR just get off here first.

I took a cab back again and I asked for first 4 taxi drivers , they wanted 20 bucks !
I seriously have no idea what the hell is wrong with them , they said must pay toll , that's why it was 20 bucks. Jerk* The tollllll is only rm1.6 for non-taxi. AND FOR TAXI IT'S ONLY RM0.8 !
EEEEEven if they wanted to charged two-way toll fares,it only costs them rm1.6.
BUT Why the hell they charged me almost 10 bucks more ?
According to the meter (meter machine or sth) , it's only about rm10 to reach my house. (im serious)
Simply only they opened their big mouth and shouted a un-bargainable price. JERK!

AND then the taxi driver got down the car and told me that " must pay toll larr ... "
What's wrong with that bloody hell. Did I beg him to fetch me ?
Did I bargain for the price or something ?
NO , OK. NO AND NEVER !
But he could just got down the car and shhouted that at me.
" Ok.. OK ! It's my business to take it or leave it isn't it ?
Damndastupidjerk.

These days this friend of mine had been really acting too much.
I did try to bear with her. I TRIED. SO HARD SO HARD.
I just don't wanna get spun into conflicts and be named B____.
But arh , who can bear so much huh. Somemore I am damn impatient as everybody knows.
HOWever , when I'm gonna burst , bear me then.

Next ...
HOW YOU DEFINE LOVE ? I've been asked this question yesterday by Yiyan.
Hmm. Love sucks. <-- I will define it in this way UNTIL I found my ideal man and get married.
By that time , I will have very extreme opinion towards this. And it will be 6 years later maybe .
And then I will have my first kid when I am 27. I will have 3 kids.
And they will be named , Lachelle , Labelle , and (for my son , I haven't think yet)...
I ain't thinking too far , i hope :P

Oh yaya , next week is my mock exam. I really don't understand why INTI delay the exam for a week ! I am supposed to sit for it this week and go back hometown next week u noe !
By the way , after mock , there is only 4 weeks more for us to prepare for the Cambridge A level exam. Yer , Only thinking ... it makes me shiver. I damn wish to get all 3 As so i can have full scholarship for my degree course. But it's damn tough to do so.
my scholarship ... sigh gone lah. But I will chant more , pray more , God does bring miracle to those religious ones. <--- me :D So.. thank god... pleaseeee give me this miracle for it to happen , once. okayy ??? :\ Sometimes those people are just being damn lucky , they can get all the FULL scholarship for the damn whole course that easy as tipping the fingers. Some people else worked damn hard , dont sleep dont eat and all just for that scholarship but they couldn't get it. That's why people say , there is no justice. Nothing is fair. So do not question why in most of the unfortunate events that happened on u / going to happen on u. *touchwooood* AND DO have a very negative thinking while you are in a smooth way. You really think god gives you everything the best huh ? Chant now. Pray now so it might be yes. Leave it F*** it so it WILL BE NO ! Never be too ego. Never be over-confidence.
The higher you climb , the deeper you fall.
So does it mean that the HIGHEST YOU CLIMB , THE DEEPEST YOU FALL ? *confused:P
Like me ... next unfortunate thing that will happen on me is when the mock exam results release.
Ohh no... am I esteeming myself OVER-LOW ? *confused again*

My classes end at 12pm today and it's 2pm now. I've wasted 2 hours doing nonsense ! And bloggging still !
I gotta ciao.

Musical party

2007-04-10T18:13:00.000+08:00

Hey hey... Well I was supposed to post this days ago but I was damn lazy to upload all the photos.
As there are so many.
Well all these were happened on 7th April. No no no... Not hitz fm birthday bash.
But there is a similarity with it. This was organized by a radio station too. :)

It's 988 LIVE MUSICAL PARTY !!!

So before attending the party in Sunway Lagoon Surf Beach , we intended to feel the fun in Sunway Lagoon.

As the last time I went there was ... ... I cant remember. decade ago.

That is why I was sooooo excited to go on 7th april (Sat.).

While waiting for Hallie to come , Jennie Shining & I were having lunch in pyramid and so coincidentally , I saw someone... so familiar... :

I : Shining Shining , is that ... Ah Niu ??
Shining : Where Where ?
I : There there ...
Shining : YA YA !!!

GO GET HIS AUTOGRAPH !
stop it lahh , U thought we will ? But we did see someone went to get it.

He was just sitting the table opposite. And the restaurant was quite empty...
So I managed to snap *

Don't doubt don't doubt... he is the Malaysian singer , Ah Niu

A green top with a short jeans and slippers + a Nikon Camera. casual wear :)

NEXT !

COME FEEL THE FUN huh ? We're coming we're coming ! ! After long yards and dirty roads , we FINALLY got there. *V*

FIRST photoshoot was in the toilet.. :P while waiting for them to change.

WHAT ? NO CAMERA ? WUAHAHAHA... You think I care is it...
LEAVE IT , AND ENTER !!!

wth... I just only came in and rain began to pour !
However... We still play as we have really not much time left uh.
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After playing , time to bathe.

BUT wth we waited for more than ... half an hour to bathe , the damn toilet was so crowded .
but still... have to wait ~ =.="
PHOTOSHOOTS after bathing... and while the hair was still damn wet.

At night... we were damn excited to go to the musical concert ...
Wuahahha...they dare me to upload this. I really did ask them to smileeee when I wanted to snap but ... seee their faces... hahaha...
By the way , there are three persons here u noe... The one who was looking at the cam was the unrelated one. wth.

The shining star and JenYing from China :)

.:WE FOUR:.

While waiting for wei to pay for the carpark ticket (wass a long queue) , so we had nothing better to do other than taking photos.

They were acting ... cute ? no no... sense-less

I'm introducing... She , 19 , female from China. .:JenYing:.

Ouh... You wouldn't know how crazy were the security guards there.
We were not supposed to bring outside food to the concert.
Yessie , we did buy food for dinner as we were starving after playing and very unfortunately ,
The food stalls in SunwayLagoon all closed. CLOSED !
SO what they expect ? Eat sands in the artificial beach arhhhh ? Fools.

THAT is why we walked allll the way to Pyramid to take away some light food and when we were entering the crowded surf beach area , they had this ... BAG CHECKING SESSION.
Before that we managed to hide the food inside JenYing's paper bag.

BUT who knows they were so strict , checked every part of it .
They took the food out and simply and selamba only wanted to throw the food into the DAMN HUGE rubbish plastic !
WTH !!! I was so stunned but in that split second , I still could say "UHHH....."
He handed the food to me and asked me to finish it outside.
Wellll , the pack of food costed us only about 20 bucks but the thing is that HOW CAN THEY JUST THROW THE FOOD ???
damn irritating. They never think how other people suffered from starving , die of starvation , and how people thirsted for FOOD AND DRINKS.
THEIR BLOODY HANDS... THROW THINGS WITHOUT THINKING TWICE. wth.
I then took the fooooood out and forced to eat cause we were really not in mood to eat.
Halfway eating , we had a more brilliant idea :P
Just stuffff the pack of food in the pants pocket. OH NO , of course the bloody unfortunate person will not be me. Muahahaha. LOLS.

This time , and of course we could enter that easily... U think they will even check our pockets huh ? But too bad , we couldn't hide the drinks.
That's why I was damn thirsty until I immmmmediately bought a large iced lemon tea ~

Ohh ya.. about the concert.
Hmm... I didn't know concert was that not fun.

I stooooood until my legs were soring and i saw only tiny them from far behind.

AND the bloody MALAYSIANS... AIKSSS.

They can just said "excuse me excuse me" , the kind me , of course gave them the way but they could be thaaaat funny to stand in front of me , and remained still.
YOU THINK YOU WHO AHHHHH ???
Somemore they all were damn tall , kept blocking my vision. YERRRH damn it damnit.
Now I know being short is really damn kelian.

ENDED up I just left the damn place. But still ... I was able to see all the singers.
ESSPECIALLLY JANICE ;)
Definitely you can't see her , but try to see... the only black thingy in the light spot... oh that was her hair.

That's all of my last saturday :D